She was as fresh as paint, however, on Saturday, when she met Dr.
McKenzie in Paris. "I have had two hot baths, and all my clothes are
starched and ironed and fluted by an adorable Frenchwoman who opened
her house for me," she announced as she sat down with him at a corner
table. "I never wore fluted things before, but you can't imagine how
civilizing it is after you've been letting yourself down."
The Doctor was tired, and he looked it. "No one has starched and
fluted me."
"Poor man. I'm glad you ran away from it all for a minute with me.
Captain Hewes thought he might be able to come. But I haven't heard
from him, have you?"
"No. But he may blow in at any moment. It seems queer, doesn't it,
Drusilla, that you and I should be over here with all the rest of them
left behind."
She hesitated, then brought it out without prelude. "Hilda came to see
me."
"To see you? Why?"
"She is broken-hearted because you won't let her work with you."
"I told her I could not. And she hasn't any heart to break."
"I wonder if you'd mind," Drusilla ventured, "telling me what's the
matter."
"A rather squalid story," but he told it. "She wanted to marry the
General."
"Poor thing."
He glanced at her in surprise. "Then you defend her?"
"Oh, no--no. But think of having to marry to get the--the fleshpots,
and to miss all of the real meanings. I talked to Hilda for a long
time, and somehow before she left she made me feel sorry. She wants so
much that she will never have. And she will grow hard and bitter
because life isn't giving her all that she demands."
"Did she ask you to plead her cause?"
"Yes," frankly. "She feels that you ought to give her another chance."
He ran his fingers through his crinkled hair. "I don't want her. I'm
afraid of her."
"Afraid?"
"She sees the worst that is in me, and brings it to the surface. And
when I protest, she laughs and insists that I don't know myself. That
I am a sort of Dr. Jekyll, with the Mr. Hyde part of me asleep--"
"And you let her scare you like that?"
He nodded. "Every man has a weak spot, and mine is wanting the world
to think well of me."
"Think well of yourself. What would Jean say if she heard you talking
like this?"
"Jean?" she was startled by the breaking up of his face into deep lines
of trouble. "Do you know what she is doing, Drusilla? She is staying
in that great old house playing daughter to the General."
"Marion says the General's affection for her is touching--he doesn't
want her out of his sight."
"And because he doesn't want her out of his sight, she must stay a
prisoner. I say that he hasn't done anything to deserve such devotion,
Drusilla. He hasn't done anything to deserve it."
"You are jealous."
"No. It isn't that. Though I'll confess that something pulls at my
heart when I think of it--. But I want her to be happy."
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