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Cowperwood was literally astonished. Never had he seen such an outburst
as this. He had not believed Aileen to be capable of it. He could not
help admiring her. Nevertheless he resented the brutality of her
assault on Rita and on his own promiscuous tendency, and this feeling
vented itself in one last unfortunate remark.
“I wouldn’t be so hard on mistresses if I were you, Aileen,” he
ventured, pleadingly. “I should have thought your own experience would
have—”
He paused, for he saw on the instant that he was making a grave
mistake. This reference to her past as a mistress was crucial. On the
instant she straightened up, and her eyes filled with a great pain. “So
that’s the way you talk to me, is it?” she asked. “I knew it! I knew
it! I knew it would come!”
She turned to a tall chest of drawers as high as her breasts, laden
with silverware, jewel-boxes, brushes and combs, and, putting her arms
down, she laid her head upon them and began to cry. This was the last
straw. He was throwing up her lawless girlhood love to her as an
offense.
“Oh!” she sobbed, and shook in a hopeless, wretched paroxysm.
Cowperwood came over quickly. He was distressed, pained. “I didn’t mean
that, Aileen,” he explained. “I didn’t mean it in that way—not at all.
You rather drew that out of me; but I didn’t mean it as a reproach. You
were my mistress, but good Lord, I never loved you any the less for
that—rather more. You know I did. I want you to believe that; it’s
true. These other matters haven’t been so important to me—they really
haven’t—”
He looked at her helplessly as she moved away to avoid him; he was
distressed, nonplussed, immensely sorry. As he walked to the center of
the room again she suddenly suffered a great revulsion of feeling, but
only in the direction of more wrath. This was too much.
“So this is the way you talk to me,” she exclaimed, “after all I have
done for you! You say that to me after I waited for you and cried over
you when you were in prison for nearly two years? Your mistress! That’s
my reward, is it? Oh!”
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