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Stephanie was off her guard for once, in no truly fencing mood. She was
troubled at times about her various relations, anxious to put herself
straight with Cowperwood or with any one whom she truly liked. Compared
to Cowperwood and his affairs, Cross and Knowles were trivial, and yet
Knowles was interesting to her. Compared to Cowperwood, Forbes Gurney
was a stripling beggar, and yet Gurney had what Cowperwood did not
have—a sad, poetic lure. He awakened her sympathies. He was such a
lonely boy. Cowperwood was so strong, brilliant, magnetic.
Perhaps it was with some idea of clearing up her moral status generally
that she finally said: “Well, I didn’t tell you the exact truth about
it, either. I was a little ashamed to.”
At the close of her confession, which involved only Knowles, and was
incomplete at that, Cowperwood burned with a kind of angry resentment.
Why trifle with a lying prostitute? That she was an inconsequential
free lover at twenty-one was quite plain. And yet there was something
so strangely large about the girl, so magnetic, and she was so
beautiful after her kind, that he could not think of giving her up. She
reminded him of himself.
“Well, Stephanie,” he said, trampling under foot an impulse to insult
or rebuke and dismiss her, “you are strange. Why didn’t you tell me
this before? I have asked and asked. Do you really mean to say that you
care for me at all?”
“How can you ask that?” she demanded, reproachfully, feeling that she
had been rather foolish in confessing. Perhaps she would lose him now,
and she did not want to do that. Because his eyes blazed with a jealous
hardness she burst into tears. “Oh, I wish I had never told you! There
is nothing to tell, anyhow. I never wanted to.”
Cowperwood was nonplussed. He knew human nature pretty well, and woman
nature; his common sense told him that this girl was not to be trusted,
and yet he was drawn to her. Perhaps she was not lying, and these tears
were real.
“And you positively assure me that this was all—that there wasn’t any
one else before, and no one since?”
Stephanie dried her eyes. They were in his private rooms in Randolph
Street, the bachelor rooms he had fitted for himself as a changing
place for various affairs.
“I don’t believe you care for me at all,” she observed, dolefully,
reproachfully. “I don’t believe you understand me. I don’t think you
believe me. When I tell you how things are you don’t understand. I
don’t lie. I can’t. If you are so doubting now, perhaps you had better
not see me any more. I want to be frank with you, but if you won’t let
me—”
She paused heavily, gloomily, very sorrowfully, and Cowperwood surveyed
her with a kind of yearning. What an unreasoning pull she had for him!
He did not believe her, and yet he could not let her go.
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