Capitalists and financiers -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
“What do you mean, anyhow?” he observed, cautiously and with much
seeming candor. “I haven’t given any jade or jewels to any one, nor
have I been running around with any ‘little snips,’ as you call them. I
don’t know what you are talking about, Aileen.”
“Oh, Frank,” commented Aileen, wearily and incredulously, “you lie so!
Why do you stand there and lie? I’m so tired of it; I’m so sick of it
all. How should the servants know of so many things to talk of here if
they weren’t true? I didn’t invite Mrs. Platow to come and ask me why
you had given her daughter a set of jade. I know why you lie; you want
to hush me up and keep quiet. You’re afraid I’ll go to Mr. Haguenin or
Mr. Cochrane or Mr. Platow, or to all three. Well, you can rest your
soul on that score. I won’t. I’m sick of you and your lies. Stephanie
Platow—the thin stick! Cecily Haguenin—the little piece of gum! And
Florence Cochrane—she looks like a dead fish!” (Aileen had a genius for
characterization at times.) “If it just weren’t for the way I acted
toward my family in Philadelphia, and the talk it would create, and the
injury it would do you financially, I’d act to-morrow. I’d leave
you—that’s what I’d do. And to think that I should ever have believed
that you really loved me, or could care for any woman permanently.
Bosh! But I don’t care. Go on! Only I’ll tell you one thing. You
needn’t think I’m going to go on enduring all this as I have in the
past. I’m not. You’re not going to deceive me always. I’m not going to
stand it. I’m not so old yet. There are plenty of men who will be glad
to pay me attention if you won’t. I told you once that I wouldn’t be
faithful to you if you weren’t to me, and I won’t be. I’ll show you.
I’ll go with other men. I will! I will! I swear it.”
“Aileen,” he asked, softly, pleadingly, realizing the futility of
additional lies under such circumstances, “won’t you forgive me this
time? Bear with me for the present. I scarcely understand myself at
times. I am not like other men. You and I have run together a long time
now. Why not wait awhile? Give me a chance! See if I do not change. I
may.”
“Oh yes, wait! Change. You may change. Haven’t I waited? Haven’t I
walked the floor night after night! when you haven’t been here? Bear
with you—yes, yes! Who’s to bear with me when my heart is breaking? Oh,
God!” she suddenly added, with passionate vigor, “I’m miserable! I’m
miserable! My heart aches! It aches!”
She clutched her breast and swung from the room, moving with that
vigorous stride that had once appealed to him so, and still did. Alas,
alas! it touched him now, but only as a part of a very shifty and cruel
world. He hurried out of the room after her, and (as at the time of the
Rita Sohlberg incident) slipped his arm about her waist; but she pulled
away irritably. “No, no!” she exclaimed. “Let me alone. I’m tired of
that.”
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