Capitalists and financiers -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
“No,” she replied, amusedly, flattered by his attention and acutely
conscious of his physical nearness. By degrees she had been yielding
herself to his mood, thrilling at his every word. “It seems to me I am
very stable,” she went on. “I’m certainly substantial enough.”
She looked at her full, smooth arm lying on her lap.
Cowperwood, who was feeling all the drag of her substantiality, but in
addition the wonder of her temperament, which was so much richer than
Aileen’s, was deeply moved. Those little blood moods that no words ever
(or rarely) indicate were coming to him from her—faint zephyr-like
emanations of emotions, moods, and fancies in her mind which allured
him. She was like Aileen in animality, but better, still sweeter, more
delicate, much richer spiritually. Or was he just tired of Aileen for
the present, he asked himself at times. No, no, he told himself that
could not be. Rita Sohlberg was by far the most pleasing woman he had
ever known.
“Yes, but elusive, just the same,” he went on, leaning toward her. “You
remind me of something that I can find no word for—a bit of color or a
perfume or tone—a flash of something. I follow you in my thoughts all
the time now. Your knowledge of art interests me. I like your
playing—it is like you. You make me think of delightful things that
have nothing to do with the ordinary run of my life. Do you
understand?”
“It is very nice,” she said, “if I do.” She took a breath, softly,
dramatically. “You make me think vain things, you know.” (Her mouth was
a delicious O.) “You paint a pretty picture.” She was warm, flushed,
suffused with a burst of her own temperament.
“You are like that,” he went on, insistently. “You make me feel like
that all the time. You know,” he added, leaning over her chair, “I
sometimes think you have never lived. There is so much that would
complete your perfectness. I should like to send you abroad or take
you—anyhow, you should go. You are very wonderful to me. Do you find me
at all interesting to you?”
“Yes, but”—she paused—“you know I am afraid of all this and of you.”
Her mouth had that same delicious formation which had first attracted
him. “I don’t think we had better talk like this, do you? Harold is
very jealous, or would be. What do you suppose Mrs. Cowperwood would
think?”
“I know very well, but we needn’t stop to consider that now, need we?
It will do her no harm to let me talk to you. Life is between
individuals, Rita. You and I have very much in common. Don’t you see
that? You are infinitely the most interesting woman I have ever known.
You are bringing me something I have never known. Don’t you see that? I
want you to tell me something truly. Look at me. You are not happy as
you are, are you? Not perfectly happy?”
“No.” She smoothed her fan with her fingers.
“Are you happy at all?”
“I thought I was once. I’m not any more, I think.”
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