The tomorrow people : $b a science fiction novelMerril, Judith
Science
The tomorrow people : $b a science fiction novel
Merril, Judith
Mars (Planet) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Space travelers -- Fiction
“Nothing you didn’t already know, hey?” Phil stood up, trying to look
brisk and efficient. “The more I think of it, the more I think we
better get that new program set up _now_. I have a feeling,” he said in
Thad’s direction, “I may be losing my chief assistant headshrinker a
little sooner than I expected.”
He hustled Lee out of the room ahead of him, and set a fast pace for
his office. He needed a little time to think, before he verbalized into
his conscious intellectual Gestalt the reality that so far existed for
him only in awareness.
And before the verbalizing, he had to determine--if he could--how much
_she_ knew.
He closed his office door, and switched on the Busy-light. No approach
like the obvious, he decided.
“Lee, how _did_ you know about Johnny?” he asked as soon as she was
settled in a chair.
“How--? Oh. I thought you really thought I got a wire.” She looked at
him almost warily. “I told you before, Phil, I _knew_ he’d come. When
it was time.”
“Just feminine intuition?”
He had intended the remark to be neutral and light. It came out harshly
sardonic.
Lisa sat forward, startled. “What do--” she started. She searched
Phil’s face for--what? He didn’t know. Then she withdrew: her eyes
turned inward; she sat back, not relaxed as before, but erect,
spring-coiled for some as-yet-undetermined action.
“No,” she said finally. “Not feminine intuition, Phil. How about just
_intuition_? The kind anyone can have?”
_Damn you!_ the outraged seeker within shrieked. _Bitch!_
She _knew_, and wouldn’t tell.
_But does she know she knows?_ The doctor was back. “All right, I’ll
buy that,” he said. “For now, anyhow.” He stood up and went to the
window. Looking out, because he couldn’t hurt her and see her hurt, he
said, “Let me ask you another one.”
“Yes?” She was all self-possessed again. That tender-amusement bit.
_Okay, kid, brace yourself; you’ll need it!_
“What makes you think Doug Laughlin was so much like me?” And he held
his breath. If he was wrong--or if she lied--he would never know which
it had been. The words flew from him, even as he tried to call them
back: once spoken, they wiped out all slower safer ways to know for
_sure_.
“Well, darling, there are so _many_--_Did_ I tell you that? I didn’t
mean to. It was such a wild thought--Come to think of it, maybe it _is_
‘feminine’ intuition, Phil. Maybe something to do with being pregnant,
or--something like that? Because I sure do a lot of it these days. I
never used to. Not as _much_, anyhow.... Maybe I’m just more relaxed,
so that I _know_ when I think something, or when I just--_feel_ it. I
mean, feel it’s _true_, so if I wasn’t watching, or rather, if I were
less _aware_ of what goes on inside me, I might think I was thinking,
or think I had _heard_ it or read it somewhere or actually _seen_ it.
You know.”
“I know,” he said. “I know very well. Because _I_ thought I _heard_ you
say that about Doug. And now you think you did. But you didn’t.”
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