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How long those horrible sobs shook him he did not know. He felt
himself baffled, beaten, inconceivably tortured. He watched the gray
morning steal into the room as one who has kept a death vigil beside
his best-loved watches it. A new day had come, but there was no hope
in it for him. There was no hope for him--though his days should be
ever so many.
He fell asleep at last, sitting there in his uncomfortable chair, with
the cold light of the dawn creeping over his haggard face, and he
dreamed that Ted came into the room and said, "Sheila needs you. She
needs you to keep alive her love for me." And in the dream, he
answered, as he had really answered Mrs. Caldwell the day before,
"There is nothing I would not do for her." So vivid was all this that
when he opened his eyes and found Ted actually in the room, he was not
in the least surprised.
"You left your door unlocked," Ted explained apologetically, "and I
came on in. Mrs. Caldwell died in the night--and Sheila's gone to
pieces. She's been asking for you. Would you mind going to her for a
bit?"
"There's nothing I would not do for her!" replied Peter, in the words
of his dream. And for an instant he thought he still dreamed.
"That's awfully good of you. You look done up, Burnett. But if you're
equal to it, I'll be grateful to you."
As he gazed at Peter, whose face was gray still, though the morning
light was now golden, Ted added to himself, "Poor chap! He's growing
old." To him it would have been incredible that Peter's scars had been
won in youth's own great battle--the battle with love. A certain
complacency stole warmly through him then, ruddy and robust as he knew
himself to be, a complacency that led him to lay a kindly, solicitous
hand on the older man's shoulder; and so intent he was upon his
self-satisfied kindliness that he did not see Peter wince at the touch.
"You do look done up, Burnett. Maybe I ought not to ask you----"
But Peter cut him short. "I'd do anything for Sheila," he repeated.
After all, this was left to him, Peter reflected; it was left to him to
do things for Sheila. And perhaps he would find nothing she needed of
him impossible. The love that had been so dark with the dark and
secret hours could have its white vision, too.
CHAPTER XIV
Peter had felt that he could not be much with Sheila henceforth; that
neither his own heart nor conventional Shadyville's standards would
permit it. But Sheila herself ordained otherwise, and under the
circumstances of her bereavement, Peter could but obey her.
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