First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
The following day I only had a passing glimpse of Zinaïda: she was
driving somewhere with the old princess in a cab. But I saw Lushin,
who, however, barely vouchsafed me a greeting, and Malevsky. The young
count grinned, and began affably talking to me. Of all those who
visited at the lodge, he alone had succeeded in forcing his way into
our house, and had favourably impressed my mother. My father did not
take to him, and treated him with a civility almost insulting.
“Ah, _monsieur le page_,” began Malevsky, “delighted to meet you. What
is your lovely queen doing?”
His fresh handsome face was so detestable to me at that moment, and he
looked at me with such contemptuous amusement that I did not answer him
at all.
“Are you still angry?” he went on. “You’ve no reason to be. It wasn’t I
who called you a page, you know, and pages attend queens especially.
But allow me to remark that you perform your duties very badly.”
“How so?”
“Pages ought to be inseparable from their mistresses; pages ought to
know everything they do, they ought, indeed, to watch over them,” he
added, lowering his voice, “day and night.”
“What do you mean?”
“What do I mean? I express myself pretty clearly, I fancy. Day and
night. By day it’s not so much matter; it’s light, and people are about
in the daytime; but by night, then look out for misfortune. I advise
you not to sleep at nights and to watch, watch with all your energies.
You remember, in the garden, by night, at the fountain, that’s where
there’s need to look out. You will thank me.”
Malevsky laughed and turned his back on me. He, most likely, attached
no great importance to what he had said to me, he had a reputation for
mystifying, and was noted for his power of taking people in at
masquerades, which was greatly augmented by the almost unconscious
falsity in which his whole nature was steeped…. He only wanted to tease
me; but every word he uttered was a poison that ran through my veins.
The blood rushed to my head. “Ah! so that’s it!” I said to myself;
“good! So there was reason for me to feel drawn into the garden! That
shan’t be so!” I cried aloud, and struck myself on the chest with my
fist, though precisely what should not be so I could not have said.
“Whether Malevsky himself goes into the garden,” I thought (he was
bragging, perhaps; he has insolence enough for that), “or some one else
(the fence of our garden was very low, and there was no difficulty in
getting over it), anyway, if any one falls into my hands, it will be
the worse for him! I don’t advise any one to meet me! I will prove to
all the world and to her, the traitress (I actually used the word
“traitress”) that I can be revenged!”
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