First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
Tatiana, one of the laundresses referred to above (as a trained and
skilful laundress she was in charge of the fine linen only), was a
woman of twenty-eight, thin, fair-haired, with moles on her left cheek.
Moles on the left cheek are regarded as of evil omen in Russia—a token
of unhappy life…. Tatiana could not boast of her good luck. From her
earliest youth she had been badly treated; she had done the work of
two, and had never known affection; she had been poorly clothed and had
received the smallest wages. Relations she had practically none; an
uncle she had once had, a butler, left behind in the country as
useless, and other uncles of hers were peasants—that was all. At one
time she had passed for a beauty, but her good looks were very soon
over. In disposition, she was very meek, or, rather, scared; towards
herself, she felt perfect indifference; of others, she stood in mortal
dread; she thought of nothing but how to get her work done in good
time, never talked to any one, and trembled at the very name of her
mistress, though the latter scarcely knew her by sight. When Gerasim
was brought from the country, she was ready to die with fear on seeing
his huge figure, tried all she could to avoid meeting him, even dropped
her eyelids when sometimes she chanced to run past him, hurrying from
the house to the laundry. Gerasim at first paid no special attention to
her, then he used to smile when she came his way, then he began even to
stare admiringly at her, and at last he never took his eyes off her.
She took his fancy, whether by the mild expression of her face or the
timidity of her movements, who can tell? So one day she was stealing
across the yard, with a starched dressing-jacket of her mistress’s
carefully poised on her outspread fingers … some one suddenly grasped
her vigorously by the elbow; she turned round and fairly screamed;
behind her stood Gerasim. With a foolish smile, making inarticulate
caressing grunts, he held out to her a gingerbread cock with gold
tinsel on his tail and wings. She was about to refuse it, but he thrust
it forcibly into her hand, shook his head, walked away, and turning
round, once more grunted something very affectionately to her. From
that day forward he gave her no peace; wherever she went, he was on the
spot at once, coming to meet her, smiling, grunting, waving his hands;
all at once he would pull a ribbon out of the bosom of his smock and
put it in her hand, or would sweep the dust out of her way. The poor
girl simply did not know how to behave or what to do. Soon the whole
household knew of the dumb porter’s wiles; jeers, jokes, sly hints were
showered upon Tatiana. At Gerasim, however, it was not every one who
would dare to scoff; he did not like jokes; indeed, in his presence,
she, too, was left in peace. Whether she liked it or not, the girl
found herself to be under his protection. Like all deaf-mutes, he was
very suspicious, and very readily perceived when they were laughing at
him or at her.
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