First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
“This,” she began with a deep blissful sigh, “this now is the only
thing worth living for. When you succeed in doing what you want to,
what seemed impossible—come, enjoy it, heart and soul, to the last
drop!” She passed her hand across her throat. “And how good and kind
one feels oneself then! I now, at this moment … how good I feel! I feel
as if I could embrace the whole world! No, not the whole world…. That
man now I couldn’t.” She pointed with her whip at a poorly dressed old
man who was stealing along on one side. “But I am ready to make him
happy. Here, take this,” she shouted loudly in German, and she flung a
net purse at his feet. The heavy little bag (leather purses were not
thought of at that time) fell with a ring on to the road. The old man
was astounded, stood still, while Maria Nikolaevna chuckled, and put
her mare into a gallop.
“Do you enjoy riding so much?” Sanin asked, as he overtook her.
Maria Nikolaevna reined her mare in once more: only in this way could
she bring her to a stop.
“I only wanted to get away from thanks. If any one thanks me, he spoils
my pleasure. You see I didn’t do that for his sake, but for my own. How
dare he thank me? I didn’t hear what you asked me.”
“I asked … I wanted to know what makes you so happy to-day.”
“Do you know what,” said Maria Nikolaevna; either she had again not
heard Sanin’s question, or she did not consider it necessary to answer
it. “I’m awfully sick of that groom, who sticks up there behind us, and
most likely does nothing but wonder when we gentlefolks are going home
again. How shall we get rid of him?” She hastily pulled a little
pocket-book out of her pocket. “Send him back to the town with a note?
No … that won’t do. Ah! I have it! What’s that in front of us? Isn’t it
an inn?”
Sanin looked in the direction she pointed. “Yes, I believe it is an
inn.”
“Well, that’s first-rate. I’ll tell him to stop at that inn and drink
beer till we come back.”
“But what will he think?”
“What does it matter to us? Besides, he won’t think at all; he’ll drink
beer—that’s all. Come, Sanin (it was the first time she had used his
surname alone), on, gallop!”
When they reached the inn, Maria Nikolaevna called the groom up and
told him what she wished of him. The groom, a man of English extraction
and English temperament, raised his hand to the beak of his cap without
a word, jumped off his horse, and took him by the bridle.
“Well, now we are free as the birds of the air!” cried Maria
Nikolaevna. “Where shall we go. North, south, east, or west? Look—I’m
like the Hungarian king at his coronation (she pointed her whip in each
direction in turn). All is ours! No, do you know what: see, those
glorious mountains—and that forest! Let’s go there, to the mountains,
to the mountains!”
“_In die Berge wo die Freiheit thront!_”
She turned off the high-road and galloped along a narrow untrodden
track, which certainly seemed to lead straight to the hills. Sanin
galloped after her.
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