United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
Then he was silent again. The beauty of Mary Hamilton seemed once more
before his eyes, as if the dim-lighted cabin and the close-set timbers
of the ship were all away, and he stood again on the terrace above the
river with the pleading girl. She had promised that she would set a
star in the sky for him; he should go back, one day, and lay his
victories at her feet. How could a man tell if she really loved this
young Wallingford? In the natural jealousy of that last moment when
they were together, he had felt a fierce delight in bringing Wallingford
away; she was far too good for him,—or for any man, when one came to
that! Yet he had come himself to love the boy. If, through much
suffering, the captain had not stood, that day, at the very height of
his own character, with the endeavor to summon all his powers for a new
effort, the scale at this moment would have turned.
"My dear lad, she is not mine," he said frankly. "God knows I wish it
might be otherwise! You forget I am a sailor." He laughed a little,
and then grew serious. "’T is her ring, indeed, and she gave it me, but
’t was a gift of friendship. See, I can kiss it on my finger with you
looking on, and pray God aloud to bless the lovely giver. ’T will hold
me to my best, and all the saints know how I stand in need of such a
talisman!"
"You do not mean it, sir?" faltered Roger. "Can you mean that"—
"Now are we friends again? Yes, I mean it! Let us be friends,
Wallingford. No, no, there need be nothing said. I own that I have had
my hopes, but Miss Hamilton gave me no promise. If you go home before
me, or without me, as well may happen, you shall carry back the ring.
Ah no, for ’t is my charm against despair!" he said. "I am sore vexed;
I am too often the prey of my vulgar temper, but God knows I am sore
vexed. Let us be friends. I must have some honest man believe in me,
among these tricksters." The captain now bent to his writing, as if he
could trust himself to say no more, and waved the lieutenant to be gone.
"God help me, and I ’ll win her yet!" he cried next moment, when he was
alone again, and lifted his face as if Heaven must listen to the vow.
"Women like her are blessed with wondrous deep affections rather than
quick passion," he said again softly. "’T is heaven itself within a
heart like that, but Love is yet asleep."
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