United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
Wallingford stood long on deck in the late afternoon, leaning against
the gun in his wonted place, and troubled by the persistent reluctance
of his heart. These were the shores of England, and he was bound to do
them harm. He was not the first man who found it hard to fight against
the old familiar flag which a few months earlier had been his own. He
had once spent a few months in the old country, after his college course
had ended,—a boy of eighteen, who looked on at life admiringly, as if it
were a play. He had been happy enough in London then, and in some
country houses, where old family friends of both his father and his
mother had shown him much kindness, and the days had gone by not so
unlike the fashion of life at home. The merchants and gentlefolk of New
England had long been rich enough to live at ease, and Boston and
Portsmouth, with Salem and the harbor towns between, were themselves but
tiny Londons in those happier days before the war. Each had a few men
of learning and women of the world, and were small satellites that
borrowed their lesser light from a central sun. Wallingford knew enough
of the solid force and dignity of England to wince at the ignorant talk
of the crew about so formidable an enemy, and again his heart grew heavy
with regret that this mother and child among the nations had been so
rashly drawn into the cruelties of war. The King and those who
flattered him were wrong enough, God forgive them! But the great Earl
of Chatham, and Mr. Fox, and many another man of authority and power had
stood for the colonies. For a moment this heavy young heart grew even
heavier with the thought of being the accomplice of France in such a
short-sighted business, but next moment Wallingford angrily shook
himself free from such fears as these. They were the thoughts that had
been born in him, not his own determination: he had come to fight for
the colonies, and would trample down both his fears and his opinions
once for all on the Ranger’s deck. The lieutenant looked down at the
solid deck planks where he stood,—they had grown out of the honest
ground of his own neighborhood; he had come to love his duty, after all,
and even to love his ship. Up went his head again, and his heart was
once more hot within him; the only question now was, what did the
captain mean to do?
The light began to fade, and evening to fall. The men were heaving the
lead, and the captain watched them, listening anxiously as they told
their soundings with the practiced drawl and quaint phrases that old
seamen use. They could now and then catch a glimpse of small houses on
the shore. The ship was evidently in shoal water, and the fog lifted
and parted and thickened again, as if a skyful of clouds had dropped
upon the sea.
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