United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
The less said of a dull sea voyage, the better; to Madam Wallingford and
her young companion their slow crossing to the port of Bristol could be
but a long delay. Each day of the first week seemed like a week in
passing, though from very emptiness it might be but a moment in
remembrance; time in itself being like money in itself,—nothing at all
unless changed into action, sensation, material. At first, for these
passengers by the Golden Dolphin, there was no hope of amusement of any
sort to shorten the eventless hours. Their hearts were too heavy with
comfortless anxieties.
The sea was calm, and the May winds light but steady from the west. It
was very warm for the season of year, and the discouragements of early
morning in the close cabin were easily blown away by the fresh air of
the quarter-deck. The captain, a well-born man, but diffident in the
company of ladies, left his vessel’s owner and her young companion very
much to themselves. Mary had kept to a sweet composure and
uncomplainingness, for her old friend’s sake, but she knew many
difficult hours of regret and uncertainty now that, having once taken
this great step, Madam Wallingford appeared to look to her entirely for
support and counsel, and almost to forget upon how great an adventure
they had set forth. All Mary’s own cares and all her own obligations
and beliefs sometimes rose before her mind, as if in jealous arraignment
of her presence on the eastward-moving ship. Yet though she might think
of her brother’s displeasure and anxiety, and in the darkest moments of
all might call herself a deserter, and count the slow hours of a
restless night, when morning came, one look at Madam Wallingford’s pale
face in the gray light of their cabin was enough to reassure the bravery
of her heart. In still worse hours of that poor lady’s angry accusation
of those whom she believed to be their country’s enemies, Mary yet found
it possible to be patient, as we always may be when Pity comes to help
us; there was ever a final certainty in her breast that she had not done
wrong,—that she was only yielding to an inevitable, irresistible force
of love. Love itself had brought her out of her own country.
Often they sat pleasantly together upon the deck, the weather was so
clear and fine, Mary being always at Madam Wallingford’s feet on a stout
little oaken footstool, busy with her needle to fashion a warmer
head-covering, or to work at a piece of slow embroidery on a strip of
linen that Peggy had long ago woven on their own loom. Often the hearts
of both these women, who were mistresses of great houses and the
caretakers of many dependents, were full of anxious thought of home and
all its business.
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