United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
"It is I who should be staying you, dear child," whispered Madam
Wallingford, putting out her hand again and resting it on Mary’s
shoulder, "but you never fail to comfort me. I have bitterly reproached
myself many and many a day for letting you follow me; ’t is like the
book of Ruth, which always brought my tears as I read it. I am far
happier here with you than I have been many a day at home in my lonely
house. I need wish for a daughter’s love no more. I sometimes forget
even my great sorrow and my fear of our uncertainty, and dread the day
when we shall come to land. I wish I were not so full of fears. Yet I
do not think God will let me die till I have seen my son."
Mary could not look just then at her old friend’s fragile figure and
anxious face; she had indeed taken a great charge upon herself, and a
weakness stole over her own heart that could hardly be borne. What
difficulties and disappointments were before them God only knew.
"Dear child," said Madam Wallingford, whose eyes were fixed upon Mary’s
unconscious face, "is it your dreams that keep your heart so light? I
wish that you could share them with the heavy-hearted like me! All this
long winter you have shown a heavenly patience; but your face was often
sad, and this has grieved me. I have thought since we came to sea that
you have been happier than you were before."
"’T was not the distresses that we all knew; something pained me that I
could not understand. Now it troubles me no more," and Mary looked at
the questioner with a frank smile.
"I am above all a hater of curious questions," insisted the lady. But
Mary did not turn her eyes away, and smiled again.
"I can hold myself to silence," said Madam Wallingford. "I should not
have spoken but for the love and true interest of my heart; ’twas not a
vulgar greed of curiosity that moved me. I am thankful enough for your
good cheer; you have left home and many loving cares, and have come with
me upon this forced and anxious journey as if it were but a holiday."
Mary bent lower over her sewing.
"Now that we have no one but each other I should be glad to put away one
thought that has distressed me much," confessed the mother, and her
voice trembled. "You have never said that you had any word from Roger.
Surely there is no misunderstanding between you? I have sometimes
feared— Oh, remember that I am his mother, Mary! He has not written
even to me in his old open fashion; there has been a difference, as if
the great distance had for once come between our hearts; but this last
letter was from his own true heart, from his very self! The knowledge
that he was not happy made me fearful, and yet I cannot brook the
thought that he has been faithless, galling though his hasty oath may
have been to him. Oh no, no! I hate myself for speaking so dark a
thought as this. My son is a man of high honor." She spoke proudly,
yet her anxious face was drawn with pain.
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