United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
"Did you never think that Dickson could put many a proof like your bit
of paper where your eyes alone could fall upon it?" asked Mary. "I
remember well that he has tried more than once to cast blame upon others
when he himself was the sinner. He has plenty of ability; ’t is his bad
use of it that one may always fear."
The captain moved restlessly, as if conscious of her accusation. "Many
believed Wallingford to be a Tory on the ship," he answered. "They were
jealous and suspicious of his presence; but Dickson, who has warped
Simpson’s honest mind against me, may also have set his energies to
this. If we could only find Wallingford! If we could only hear his own
story of that night! In all this time he should have sent some word to
me, if he were innocent. If I were free, I’d soon know what they
learned from him in the prison; he must have spoken openly with some of
the Portsmouth men who are there. What can we do?" the speaker ended,
in a different tone altogether, making a direct appeal to Mary. "If I
have fallen a dupe to such a man as Dickson in this matter, I shall
never recover from the shame. You would never forgive me. Alas, how
can I ask the question that my heart prompts! You are most unhappy,"
said Paul Jones, with exquisite compassion. "Is it because of
Wallingford alone? Oh, Mary, is there no hope for me? You have had my
letters? You cannot but remember how we parted!"
She looked at him imploringly.
"Tell me," said the captain. "I must ask a question that is very hard
for me. I believe that you love this unfortunate officer, and desire
his safety beyond everything else. Is it not true?"
Mary waited only a moment before she spoke.
"Yes, it is true," she said then. "I know now that we have always
belonged to each other."
"Alas for my own happiness!" said the captain, looking at her. "I
thought when we parted that last night"— He groaned, his words
faltering. "Oh, that I had only spoken! Glory has been a jealous
mistress to me, and I dared not speak; I feared ’t would cost me all her
favor, if my thoughts were all for you. It seems a lifetime ago. I
could throw my hope of glory down at your feet now, if it were any use.
I can do nothing without love. Oh, Mary, must you tell me that it is
too late?"
The captain’s voice made poignant outcry to the listener’s heart. The
air seemed to quiver in strange waves, and the walls of the abbey seemed
to sway unsteadily. The strong, determined soul before her was pleading
for an impossible happiness. Even better than he could know, she knew
that he lacked a woman’s constant love and upholding, and that, with all
his noble powers, his life tended toward ruin and disappointment. She
stood there, white and wistful; her compassionate heart was shaken with
pity for his loneliness.
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