United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
"There’s no deep valley but near some great hill."
Late that night Mary Hamilton sat by the window in her sleeping closet,
a quaint little room that led from the stately chamber of Madam
Wallingford. Past midnight, it was still warm out of doors, and the air
strangely lifeless. It had been late before the maid went away and
their dear charge had fallen asleep; so weak and querulous and full of
despair had she been all the long day.
The night taper was flickering in its cup of oil, but the street outside
was brighter than the great room. The waning moon was just rising, and
the watcher leaned back wearily against the shutter, and saw the
opposite roofs slowly growing less dim. There were tall trees near by
in the garden, and a breeze, that Mary could not feel where she sat, was
rustling among the poplar leaves and mulberries. She heard footsteps
coming up the street, and the sound startled her as if she had been
sitting at her window at home, where footsteps at that time of night
might mean a messenger to the house.
The great town of Bristol lay fast asleep; it was only the watchman’s
tread that had startled the listener, and for a moment changed her weary
thoughts. The old man went by with his clumsy lantern, but gave no cry
nor told the hour until he was well into the distance.
There was much to think about at the end of this day, which had brought
an unexpected addition to her heart’s regret. The remembrance of Paul
Jones, his insistence upon Wallingford’s treachery, a sad mystery which
now might never be solved, even the abruptness of the captain’s own
declaration of love, and a sense of unreality that came from her own
miserable weakness,—all these things were new burdens for the mind. She
could not but recognize the hero in this man of great distinction, as he
had stood before her, and yet his melancholy exit, with the very poverty
of his dress, had somehow added to the misery of the moment. It seemed
to her now as if they had met each other, that morning, with no thoughts
of victory, but in the very moment of defeat. Their hopes had been so
high when last they talked together. Again there came to her mind the
anxiety of that bright night when she had stood pleading with Roger
Wallingford on the river shore, and had thrown down her challenge at his
feet. How easy and even how happy it all seemed beside these dreadful
days! How little she had known then! How little she had loved then!
Life had been hardly more than a play beside this; it was more dramatic
than real. She had felt a remote insincerity, in those old days, in
even the passionate words of the two men, and a strange barrier, like a
thin wall of glass, was always between her heart and theirs. Now,
indeed, she was face to face with life, she was in the middle of the
great battle; now she loved Roger Wallingford, and her whole heart was
forever his, whether he was somewhere in the world alive, or whether he
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