The Tower of London, (Vol. 1 of 2)Gower, Ronald Sutherland, Lord
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The Tower of London, (Vol. 1 of 2)
Gower, Ronald Sutherland, Lord
Tower of London (London, England)
“On Tuesday (24th February) night, between ten and twelve o’clock, he
opened his window and said to the guards, ‘My good friends, pray for
me, and to-morrow you shall see in me a strong God in a weak man; I
have nothing to give you, for I have nothing left but that which I must
pay to the Queen to-morrow in the morning.’ When he was brought from
his lodging by the Lieutenant, he was attended on by three divines,
and all the way from his chamber to the scaffold he called to God to
give him strength and patience to the end, and said: ‘O God, give me
true repentance, true patience, and true humility, and put all worldly
thoughts out of my mind’; and he often entreated those that went with
him to pray for him.
“Being come upon the scaffold which was set up in the midst of the
court, he was apparelled in a gown of wrought velvet, a satin suit, and
felt hat, all black; and first turning himself towards the divines,
he said, ‘O God, be merciful unto me, the most wretched creature
on the earth,’ and then turning himself towards the noblemen that
sat on a form placed before the scaffold, he vayled his hat, and
making reverence to the Lords, laid it away, and with his eyes most
attentively fixed up to Heaven, spoke to this effect: ‘My Lords, and
you my Christian brethren who are to be witnesses of this my just
punishment, I confess to the glory of God that I am a most wretched
sinner, and that my sins are more in number than the hairs of my head;
that I have bestowed my youth in pride, lust, uncleanness, vainglory
and divers other sins, according to the fashion of this world, wherein
I have offended most grievously my God, and notwithstanding divers
good motives inspired unto me from the Spirit of God, the good which I
would I have not done; and the evil which I would not I have done; for
all which I humbly beseech our Saviour Christ to be the Mediator unto
the Eternal Majesty for my pardon; especially for this my last sin,
this great, this bloody, this crying and this infectious sin, whereby
so many, for love of me, have ventured their lives and souls, and have
been drawn to offend God, to offend their Sovereign, and to offend the
world, which is as great grief unto me as may be. Lord Jesus, forgive
it us, and forgive it me, the most wretched of all; and I beseech Her
Majesty, the State, and the Ministers thereof, to forgive it us. The
Lord grant Her Majesty a prosperous reign, and a long one, if it be his
will, O Lord, grant her a wise and understanding heart; O Lord, bless
her and the nobles, and ministers of Church and State. And I beseech
you and the world to have a charitable opinion of me for my intention
towards Her Majesty, whose death, upon my salvation and before God, I
protest I never meant, nor violence to her person; yet I confess I have
received an honourable trial, and am justly condemned. And I desire all
the world to forgive me, even as I freely and from my heart forgive all
the world.
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