"I ought to say one thing while I'm about it," he said in a halting and
embarrassed voice. "I got your note, Julia. I know what you mean. How
you tumbled to it I don't know, and I needn't say it's an unspeakable
comfort having the two of you. I'm not going to look a gift-horse like
that in the mouth, so if you don't mind we won't talk about it. I
suppose George told you, though?"
"Yes."
"Then that's all right. Of course he won't tell anybody else. If he'd
asked me first I might have kicked a bit, but it's turned out all right,
so that's all we need worry about.... Now what are we going to do
to-day? Those trout at all muddy, George? Give me a mayfly and let's
have a try at one of 'em----"
I got him a rod and warned him against the telephone-wire that has to
cross one end of the pond. I left him and Julia mounting the cast on the
verandah.
I went up to my study. I went there from a motive not unlike gratitude
to God. An embodied ghost Derry might be to the rest of the world, but
our little private triumvirate had still a normal basis. He understood
the whole situation, and so to us was no ghost. Nor was even the
prospect of his Wanderjahre now quite so intimidating. The terror would
have been to think of him as an _ignis fatuus_, unconscious of himself,
flitting hither and thither over the face of the Continent at large.
_Cogito, ergo sum._ The distance of the lamp from the table's edge was
apparently not an irrevocably fixed factor. "By sheer strength of will"
he had been able to vary it. He _could_ enjoy intensely and reason
infallibly, if not at one and the same time, at any rate by turns. He
_was_ still capable of work and of play, and at the maximum of either.
How, then, did she stand with her wild scheme of marrying him?
I sat down at my table and worked it out thus:
While he was in his working But while he was at play his
mood he was inaccessible to accessibility was a raised
her. power.
As his secretary she could not But as his playmate she met
hope for more than a repetition him on his return journey--he
of her former experience. as he had been, but she
far more _rusée_ and resolved.
His work occupied by far the Therefore his work stood in
greater portion of his time. her way.
Therefore his work must be But I had encouraged him to
discouraged. speak of it.
I had done her a disservice. But they were at play at this
moment, setting up a fishing-rod
on the verandah.
His Wanderjahre would presently She knew this, and would
be upon him again. lose no time.
I think that states it fairly.
And she had the whole day and the whole of to-morrow before her.
I began to wonder whether I had done wisely in asking them to stay after
all.
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