The garden looks east over the viaduct of Lanvallay, and above the misty
violet that enshrouded the land a trail of pale shirley poppies was
strung out over the sky--the leagues of cloud-tops caught by the last of
the sun. The parapet in front of me hid all else as I sat. One or two
people stood against it, looking out over the abyss; a few others moved
slowly along the ramparts. The limes above me were already benighted,
the dark mass of St Sauveur hidden behind them. The crowded vedettes had
long since departed, and the comparatively few visitors who stay in
Dinan were probably at the Café de Bretagne at the other side of the
town.
The dark tangle, that for the hundredth time I was trying to unravel,
is almost impossible of statement, so little of the solid was there to
support it, such mazes of spiritual conjecture did it open up. Once more
I will do the best I can with it. Understand, to begin with, that he had
now repeated what I had better call the "experience of the flash-lamp."
Formerly it had been Julia; now it was Jennie. Therefore this, if
anything, seemed to follow:
THAT OTHER TIME THIS TIME
Julia ... Jennie ...
The approach of the lamp ... The approach of the lamp ...
He had been greatly loved. He was greatly loved.
He had not loved. She was his very heart.
He had remembered nothing. I knew nothing whatever about it.
But he had woke up younger I knew nothing whatever about
by eleven years. it.
Had ended in fluctuations of I knew nothing whatever about
his "B" memory. it.
But, save for that "flash-lamp" I knew nothing whatever about
gap, his "A" memory had it.
been unimpaired.
He had therefore attained a I knew nothing whatever about
duality of (approximately) it.
eighteen and forty-five.
But did he still retain it? It was precisely that that I
wanted to know.
In other words, the problem that had confronted me when he had
disappeared from his rooms in Cambridge Circus, when he had left
Trenchard's rooms in South Kensington and had got to France by swimming
the Channel, leaped upon me again on the ramparts of that ancient French
town.
How old was he now?
But no, I have not finished yet. Let us take it a little further. The
state of his memory at this point was a matter of the most urgent
importance, since I now began to suspect that the whole of his chance of
again going forward turned on it. So we now had:
Julia had taken his sin, but not His cry had been immediately
his memory of it, since he had followed by an aching cry
cried out upon my cowardice in for help and advice.
speaking of it at Le Port gap.
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