“No, Fanny,” Inez said. “I shall never go to New York. It is lovely in
you to suggest it and to be glad I am your sister. You don’t know what
joy it is to have you call me so, and to believe you love me. In some
circumstances I might have gone with you for a while, for I should like
to see the eastern world where father and Tom were born. He must be Tom
to me always, and it will not be long. I am going as mother did, only
not so sudden. I am younger and stronger, but I know I am dying. I feel
as if part of me were dead already and there is nothing to rally from.
The tree struck with lightning twice does not recover. I have been
struck twice, once in the stage when——oh, Fanny, I can’t talk of that
without my heart standing still. The second shock was different and came
when I heard that father and Tom were somebody else, and you my sister.
I was so weak that it was like another blow. For your sake I’d like to
live, although our paths would be apart. Yours in the great, busy world,
and mine here with father. I wish I could see your Roy, but it is too
much to think he would come across a continent.”
Inez had thought all this out the previous night after her father told
her that Fanny knew of the relationship, and now that she had said it
she sank into a state of great exhaustion, during which Fanny staid by
her and every time she put her hand on Inez’s head, or spoke her name,
the sick girl’s eyes opened with an expression of unutterable joy, and
the pale lips whispered “My sister!”
That night Fanny wrote to her mother: “I know everything from ’Tina to
the present time. Tom has told me that Mr. Rayborne was Mark Hilton, my
father, and Inez my sister. _My father_ told me the rest, and I do not
believe there is anything more for me to learn about myself. At first I
prickled all over and could scarcely speak. Now I am very calm and glad
and should be happy if Inez were not so low. I think she is going to
die, and I cannot leave her. I shall write to Roy to-morrow and tell him
everything. I hope he will come. I want him to see Inez.”
After this Fanny devoted herself entirely to Inez, taking quite as much
care of her as the hired nurse. But it was of no avail. Inez grew weaker
every day and baffled both the physician from Stockton and the
specialist from San Francisco, who had been called to see her. That
there was serious heart trouble, complicated with slight paralysis, both
agreed, but neither could understand why the stage fright alone should
have affected her so strangely. If love and care and tenderness could
have given her back her life she would have had it, but nothing could
save her. Every night she seemed weaker, and every morning her face
looked thinner and her hands more transparent as they lay just where
they were put, for she had but little power to move them now.
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