Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
"Well, if you didn't know, I _did_," said Mrs. Payne with a laugh.
"How? Tell me how?"
"It wasn't difficult to see."
"I can't imagine it. But I know nothing of love. Only once..." and
Gabrielle relapsed into her dream, standing with her hand on the bedpost
gazing towards the window. After a second she turned again quickly.
"Then, if you knew, was that why you invited me here?"
Mrs. Payne said: "Yes----"
"Why didn't you tell me instead of doing that?"
"I wanted to make certain."
"Why didn't you tell my husband?"
"For your sake. I wanted to save you."
"No, you didn't... You weren't thinking of me. You were thinking of
Arthur."
This was perfectly true, but Mrs. Payne had not gone through hell to
discuss fine points of that kind. She had left her room in very much the
same frame of mind as she would have adopted in approaching the dismissal
of a servant. She had expected to be met with passionate denials, had
prepared herself, indeed, for a stormy "scene"; instead of which
Gabrielle appeared to be curious rather than disturbed about her
discovery, and a great deal more interested in the psychological than in
the practical aspects of the case. If she had offered any violent
opposition to Mrs. Payne, Mrs. Payne could have given her violence in
return. But she didn't. The mood of exaltation into which their
love-making had lifted her made her regard this woman with something
nearer to pity than dislike. Her attitude implied that to consider the
practical aspect of the affair would be in the nature of a condescension.
Mrs. Payne naturally resented this, but in any case Gabrielle had taken
the wind out of her sails. They were drifting--rather unpleasantly--away
from the object of her visit. She pulled herself--and then Gabrielle--up
short.
"You can't pretend not to realise the seriousness of your position," she
said. "You're a married woman. If you persist in this madness you'll
ruin your whole life. I'll be candid with you. What happens to you
doesn't matter to me; but what happens to Arthur does. Can't you see the
end of it?"
"No ... it's only begun...."
"Then I'll tell you the end. Your husband will divorce you."
"Then I shall be free? And why not? We don't love each other. Why
should we go on living together? The thought of him makes me shudder ...
now."
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