Hale was beyond Black Mountain when her letter reached him. His work
over there had to be finished and so he kept in his saddle the greater
part of two days and nights and on the third day rode his big black
horse forty miles in little more than half a day that he might meet
her at the train. The last two years had wrought their change in him.
Deterioration is easy in the hills--superficial deterioration in
habits, manners, personal appearance and the practices of all the little
niceties of life. The morning bath is impossible because of the crowded
domestic conditions of a mountain cabin and, if possible, might if
practised, excite wonder and comment, if not vague suspicion. Sleeping
garments are practically barred for the same reason. Shaving becomes a
rare luxury. A lost tooth-brush may not be replaced for a month. In time
one may bring himself to eat with a knife for the reason that it is hard
for a hungry man to feed himself with a fork that has but two tines. The
finger tips cease to be the culminating standard of the gentleman. It
is hard to keep a supply of fresh linen when one is constantly in the
saddle, and a constant weariness of body and a ravenous appetite make a
man indifferent to things like a bad bed and worse food, particularly
as he must philosophically put up with them, anyhow. Of all these things
the man himself may be quite unconscious and yet they affect him more
deeply than he knows and show to a woman even in his voice, his walk,
his mouth--everywhere save in his eyes, which change only in severity,
or in kindliness or when there has been some serious break-down of soul
or character within. And the woman will not look to his eyes for the
truth--which makes its way slowly--particularly when the woman has
striven for the very things that the man has so recklessly let go. She
would never suffer herself to let down in such a way and she does not
understand how a man can.
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