STELLA made excuses to John Graham for not being able to see him before
their appointment to meet at Inwood, and on the afternoon of the day
fixed rode out of town at four o’clock alone.
Her unconventional ways had ceased to excite comment in Independence
since her extraordinary conduct in refusing to wear mourning for her
father. There could be no graver breach of the traditions of good
society than this in the eyes of her neighbours, and so long as she
remained within the pale of respectability any other feat she might
perform would be of minor interest.
She rode rapidly, her mind in a tumult of excitement over the daring act
of revenge she meant to wreak to-night on the man who had wronged her
beyond the power of human forgiveness. Singlehanded and alone she had
mastered his will and brought him to her feet. Single-handed and alone
she had decided the question of his life and death. And this afternoon
she wished to ride alone to the place appointed for his judgment.
In spite of her resolution to mete out the sternest justice to John
Graham, the memory of his passionate words of love, the deep tenderness
with which he had hovered about her, and the utter trust he had shown
during their last meeting, began to torment her.
Had they met under fair conditions she could have loved him. She began
to see it clearly now. His sincerity, his fiery emotions, his romantic
extravagances, the old-fashioned chivalry with which he worshipped
her were very sweet. The complete and generous surrender he had made,
placing his life absolutely in her hands, began to glow with poetry in
her imagination.
He had always possessed the faculty of drawing out the best that was
in her. Somehow she had never been able to hate him as she ought in
his presence. There was something contagious in the spirit of love with
which his whole personality seemed to radiate. She had begun to feel at
home with him as with no other man she had ever met.
“Oh, dear, I’m sorry!” she sighed, as she entered the deep woods.
Unconsciously she reined her horse to a stand, and was startled from her
reverie by a tear rolling down her cheek and falling on her glove.
“What a fool I am!” she cried in anger. “I’d better turn back now. I’m a
chicken-hearted coward when put to the test. I’m scared out of my senses
at the size of the task I’ve undertaken--that’s what’s the matter--I,
who have boasted of my strength and shouted my triumph over a strong
man’s conquest.”
Another tear rolled down her cheek. She brushed it away with an angry
stroke.
“Suppose I find too late that I’m in love with him!” she exclaimed,
helplessly.
Her horse moved on without her urging or recognising it, so absorbed had
she become in the battle raging within her heart.
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