France -- History -- 16th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction
How little did I know that complex thing--a woman! I judged her from
the standpoint of a man, forgetting that a woman never speaks out her
whole thoughts, perhaps because she herself does not know what those
thoughts are, perhaps because by her very nature she can never have
complete self-knowledge, and so remains a sphinx to man and a mystery
to herself.
I walked slowly up the gallery, hurt, wounded, all the savage in me
roused. I had half a mind to turn on my heel, to see her no more, to
give Marcilly’s letter to the nearest page to deliver to her, and
to ride back, leaving her to her fate. When what was to happen was
known, the avarice of Achon, the fears of Catherine, and the ferocity
of the Guise would show no mercy--and she deserved none at my hands.
Why should I move a finger to save her, this woman who could kill a
man’s soul? And so, as I brooded, the tempter to whose counsels I was
ever a ready listener whispered again in my ear, and I almost laughed
as the infernal plan developed before me like lightning. Yes! There
was a sweetness in the thought of such a vengeance that filled me with
an unholy joy. From that moment I was lost--I had come forth from the
gates of the temple, and the doors were shut behind me.
Near the end of the gallery where I had halted was a stairway leading
down to the terrace below. I made a step toward it, hesitated, and then
boldly descended; as I reached the last step coming face to face with
the two, who had risen from their seats and were walking along the
terrace.
We bowed to each other formally. Marie did not give me her hand, though
the color left her cheek, and her companion glanced from one to another
of us with a slightly malicious look, as if enjoying the situation; but
I gave her little for her satisfaction, for, drawing my letter forth, I
presented it, saying calmly:
“From Monsieur le Comte, madame, and I have besides a message for you.”
“I thank you, Monsieur de Vibrac,” she answered, while Mademoiselle de
Limeuil, catching the meaning of my last words, cut in: “It is my hour
for attendance, I believe--you will excuse me,” and with a little nod
and a smile she ran up the steps, leaving us together.
Ay! Even as I stood there watching her, the letter in her hand, and her
eyes turned to me with a mute inquiry in them, I would have spared her
but for the cruel words still ringing in my ears; and, burning as I was
with rage, I was overawed by her beauty, and stammered as I went on
blundering:
“I should not have come, I know, but Marcilly himself charged me with
this message.”
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