France -- History -- 16th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Catherine looked around the room as if seeking to find words for her
reply. At last she broke out:
“What would you have me do? I am powerless. Ah!”--she hissed, rather
than spoke--“they compass me like bees--I can give you no help.”
“Your Majesty has only to extend to us the King’s peace for our late
alleged offences,” said Marcilly. “We would then be free of the streets
of Orleans. That is all the aid we seek. We answer for the rest.”
“We must get that to-night if it is to be of any use,” I added.
She had played her game long enough, whatever her object was in thus
delaying. Perhaps it was to test our sincerity. Who can tell? But now
she yielded, yet even in yielding remained an actress. She glanced at
me for a moment, and then turned to Marcilly with a smile on her face.
“_Monsieur le Comte!_ There is some one else whose pardon you should
first seek, for not having seen her before. You will find her waiting
in the passage,” and with a wave of her hand she indicated the door by
which she had entered the room.
I knew what she meant, and for a moment my brain seemed to reel; but
I felt the Queen’s eyes on me, and steadied myself. Marcilly had gone
like a flash, but as he opened the door there was a glad cry--such
a cry, such a tone as could only come from the heart of a woman who
loved, and it stabbed me like a knife. I knew in a moment that my
house of cards had come down. I felt--I cannot tell why--that the
love I thought mine was never mine, and with this sprang up a bitter
resentment against Marie. It was Jean whom she loved, whom she had
always loved, and I--I had been fooled. To think that I had been
fighting a phantom all this time! To think that those struggles with
myself, those victories gained, those hours of abasement, were due to a
spectre of my own creating! How different would the past year have been
had I but known! Had I but guessed! But to have been fooled! To have
been made a sport and plaything, to while away the dull hours of a born
coquette--I, Gaspard de Vibrac, Knight of the King’s Order! In a moment
it seemed that all my love had turned to a bitter hatred. There was a
new madness burning in me, not the madness of passion, of love, but the
more baleful fires of hatred and revenge.
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