France -- History -- 16th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction
We exchanged a glance as we passed, and I read enough in Richelieu’s
eye to understand that it was not any delay in getting at his skin of
wine that touched him, but that this order of Catherine had crossed
some design which had little to do with the jests of le Brusquet or the
vintage of Gascogne.
We left him, apparently debating in his mind whether he should obey the
commands he had received or not, and returned as we came. On entering
the passage leading to Catherine’s apartments, Marcilly and I were side
by side, and he put his hand on my arm with a friendly pressure, as he
said, “I think we win.”
Oh! Win or lose! It was all one to me now; but the touch of his hand
stirred the smouldering hate in my heart toward the man who had come
between me and the woman I loved. I shrank back from him, muttering
something--I do not know myself what--and thankful for the gloom that
hid the expression which must have passed over my features.
It is a profound and awful mystery that man should carry within himself
the poison that can kill his soul. Who shall fathom this strange thing?
Not you nor I, my friends; but it remains true that the Almighty hand
has placed side by side in our hearts the noblest aspirations and the
most deadly passions. It is as if a gardener rears, with infinite pain
and labor, a beautiful plant, and then grafts on to it a poisonous
cutting, whose growth means death to the exquisite thing on which such
labor and such care has been spent.
And the poison herbs were growing apace within me now, spreading their
long arms about my soul, choking, with their creeping growth, all the
manly, the noble, the pure thoughts that, but for my own folly, might
have made me a man fit to hold my head high among my fellows.
All these thoughts did not pass through me then. They came with the
after years, with memory, with shame, and a too late repentance. But at
the time when I shrank back from Marcilly and followed my companions,
the last of all, I was conscious only of a hideous turmoil in my soul;
and I saw, with an ever-increasing dread and horror, that I had again
approached the edge of that abyss from which but so short a while back
I thought I had escaped, and whose dark deeps were now calling me down
to them with an irresistible force.
In a few paces we reached the cabinet. Bentivoglio, with suave
politeness, held open the door to let us pass, and as I stepped in,
the last of all, I became conscious that there was some one there. For
the figure of a woman arose from a chair near the window, where she
had been sitting caressing Nambu, the Barbary ape, and stood in the
half-light awaiting us to advance.
A second glance assured me that it was no other than Mary of Scotland,
the young Queen of France herself, and with that recognition there came
to me like lightning the thought that something had arisen to thwart
our plans, else why should she, the secret friend of Condé, be here,
and evidently expecting us?
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