France -- History -- 16th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction
I started as the thought came to me, and then with it came a horror
and loathing of the evil thing. I sprang from my chair and paced the
room. It could not be. It was impossible. I looked around me like a
guilty man, and then I clutched at a straw. I tried to pray, but my
heart would not feel the words that my cold lips uttered, and for the
first time I rose to my feet, without even that momentary strength that
prayer had hitherto given me. As I glanced around me, I saw what I had
not noticed before--a flagon of wine, and near it a cup, left there by
the thoughtful care of Cipierre’s servants. Three times did I fill the
cup to the brim and drain it. I wanted sleep, rest, forgetfulness--if
it was but for a moment. I wanted to become oblivious of the new horror
that had come upon me, to obtain in the Lethe of sleep that peace which
cannot come even to those who die. For death is but the door which
opens to lead us into another life. We know not if it brings rest, we
know not if we leave behind us anything except the earthly shell of
the soul. But sleep--there is rest in it--if only for a little while.
And for a space it came to me, a deep and dreamless slumber, and when
I awoke the morning was well advanced. I made my toilet, and looked
out of the lattice window. The day was one in which sunlight and mist
strove with each other, and the sun was winning, aided by a breeze,
which shred the clouds into woolly wisps, that floated westward in long
lines, with patches of blue sky between them.
The rest had done me good. I held my hand to the light, and it was
steady, not trembling like an aspen leaf, as it was when I lay down to
sleep; but the evil thing in my mind was still there, and, strange to
say, I no longer looked at it with the horror and loathing of a few
hours back.
As I turned from the window there was a knock at the door, and I heard
Marcilly’s voice asking if he could come in.
“Come in!” I answered back, and my voice was gay and cordial, for a
traitor must know to be a hypocrite.
Jean entered, looking refreshed and strong again, his slight, spare
figure set off to advantage in the rich brown and yellow of his dress,
while a short cloak of the same colors, fastened at the throat by a
jewelled clasp, was hung carelessly over his shoulders.
“Is it time to be moving?” I asked as he came in, adding, “I fear I
have slept late.”
“There is time yet, Vibrac,” he answered, seating himself in the
arm-chair and playing with his gloves. There was something on his mind,
something he desired to say; but I would not help him, and at last he
spoke.
“Gaspard,” he said, “there is a thing I want you to do for me.”
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