France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
“What?” he cried, and, his jaw fallen and his eyes wide, he regarded
her. Then suddenly he caught her by the arm and shook her roughly. “Are
you mad?” he cried, in a frenzy of anger and fear. “Am I to die like
a dog that a scum of a Republican may save his miserable neck? Is this
canaille of a revolutionist to betray me to his rabble Tribunal?”
“Already have I told you that you need fear no betrayal.”
“Need I not?” he sneered. “Ma foi! but I know these ruffians. There is
not an ounce of honour in the whole National Convention.”
“Fool!” she blazed, rising and confronting him with an anger before
which he recoiled, appalled. “Do you dare to stand there and prate of
honour--you? Do you forget why he stood his trial? Do you forget why
he is dying, and can you not see the vile thing that you are doing in
arguing flight, that you talk of honour thus, and deny his claim to it?
Mon Dieu! Your effrontery stifles me! La Boulaye was right when he said
that with us honour is but a word--just so much wind, and nothing more.”
He stared at her in uncomprehending wonder. He drew away another step.
He accounted her mad, and, that he might humour her, he put by his
own fears for the moment--a wonderful unselfishness this in the most
nobly-born Vicomte d'Ombreval.
“My poor Suzanne,” he murmured. “Our trouble has demoralised your
understanding. You take a false view of things. You do not apprehend the
situation.”
“In God's name, be silent!” she gasped.
“But the time is not one for silence,” he returned.
“So I had thought,” quoth she. “Yet since you can be silent and furtive
in other matters, I beg that you will be silent in this also. You talk
in vain, Monsieur, in any case. For I am not minded to leave Choisy. If
you urge me further I shall burn our passport.”
And with that she left him, to seek the solitude of her own room. In a
passion of tears she flung herself upon the little bed, and there she
lay, a prey to such an anguish as had never touched her life before.
And now, in that hour of her grief, it came to her--as the sun pierces
the mist--that she loved La Boulaye; that she had loved him, indeed,
since that night at Boisvert, although she had stifled the very thought,
and hidden it even from herself, as being unworthy in one of her station
to love a man so lowly-born as Caron. But now, on the eve of his death,
the truth would no longer be denied. It cried, perchance, the louder by
virtue of the pusillanimity of the craven below stairs in whose place
Caron was to die; but anyhow, it cried so loudly that it overbore the
stern voice of the blood that had hitherto urged her to exclude the
sentiment from her heart. No account now did she take of any difference
in station. Be she nobler a thousand times, be he simpler a thousand
times, the fact remained that she was a woman, he a man, and beyond that
she did not seek to go.
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