We can be born thus more than once; and each birth brings us a little
nearer to our God. But most of us are content to wait till an event,
charged with almost irresistible radiance, intrudes itself violently
upon our darkness, and enlightens us, in our despite. We await I know
not what happy coincidence, when it may so come about that the eyes of
our soul shall be open at the very moment that something extraordinary
takes place. But in everything that happens is there light; and the
greatness of the greatest of men has but consisted in that they had
trained their eyes to be open to every ray of this light. Is it indeed
essential that your mother should breathe her last in your arms, that
your children should perish in a shipwreck, and that you yourself
should pass by the side of death, for you at length to understand that
you have your being in an incomprehensible world where you shall be
for ever, where an unseen God, who is eternally alone, dwells with His
creatures? Must your betrothed die in a fire, or disappear before your
eyes in the green depths of the ocean, for it to be revealed to you
for an instant that the last limits of the kingdom of love transcend
perhaps the scarcely visible flames of Mira, Altair or Berenice’s
tresses? Had your eyes been open, might you not have beheld in a
kiss that which to-day you perceive in a catastrophe? Are the divine
recollections that slumber in our souls to be awakened only by the
lance-thrusts of grief? The sage needs no such violent arousing. He
sees a tear, a maiden’s gesture, a drop of water that falls; he listens
to a passing thought, presses a brother’s hand, approaches a lip, with
open eyes and open soul. He never ceases to behold that of which you
have caught but a passing glimpse; and a smile will readily tell him
all that it needed a tempest, or even the hand of death, to reveal to
you.
For what are in reality the things we call ‘Wisdom,’ ‘Virtue,’
‘Heroism,’ ‘sublime hours,’ and ‘great moments of life,’ but the
moments when we have more or less issued forth from ourselves, and have
been able to halt, be it only for an instant, on the step of one of the
eternal gates whence we see that the faintest cry, the most colourless
thought, and most nerveless gestures do not drop into nothingness; or
that if they do indeed thus drop, the fall itself is so immense that
it suffices to give an august character to our life? Why wait till
the firmament shall open amid the roar of the thunderbolt? We must
watch for the happy moments when it opens in silence; and it is ever
thus opening. You seek God in your life, and you say God appears not.
But in what life are there not thousands of hours akin to the hour in
that drama where all are waiting for the divine intervention, and none
perceive it, till an invisible thought that has flitted across the
consciousness of a dying man suddenly reveals itself, and an old man
cries out, sobbing for joy and terror, ‘But God, there is God!’....
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