Women -- Suffrage -- Great Britain -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"I just went on and stood still and refused to go back. I stuck my hands
in my pockets so that I shouldn't let out at a policeman or anything (I
knew you wouldn't like _that_). I may have pushed a bit now and then
with my shoulders and my elbows; I can't remember. But I didn't make one
sound. I was perfectly lady-like and perfectly dignified."
"I suppose you _know_ you haven't got a hat on?"
"It didn't _come_ off. I _took_ it off and threw it to the crowd when
the row began. It doesn't matter about your hair coming down if you
haven't got a hat on, but if your hair's down and your hat's bashed in
and all crooked you look a perfect idiot.
"It wasn't a bad fight, you know, twenty-one women to I don't know how
many policemen, and the front ones got right into the doorway of St.
Stephen's. That was where they copped me.
"But that, isn't the end of it.
"The fight was only the first part of the adventure. The wonderful thing
was what happened afterwards. In prison.
"I didn't think I'd really _like_ prison. That was another thing I
funked. I'd heard such awful things about it, about the dirt, you know.
And there wasn't any dirt in my cell, anyhow. And after the crowds of
women, after the meetings and the speeches, the endless talking and the
boredom, that cell was like heaven.
"Thank God, it's always solitary confinement. The Government doesn't
know that if they want to make prison a deterrent they'll shut us up
together. You won't give the Home Secretary the tip, will you?
"But that isn't what I wanted to tell you about.
"It was something bigger, something tremendous. You'll not believe this
part of it, but I was absolutely happy in that cell. It was a sort of
deep-down unexcited happiness. I'm not a bit religious, but I _know_ how
the nuns feel in their cells when they've given up everything and shut
themselves up with God. The cell was like a convent cell, you know, as
narrow as that bit of shadow there is, and it had nice white-washed
walls, and a planked-bed in the corner, and a window high, high up.
There ought to have been a crucifix on the wall above the plank-bed, but
there wasn't a crucifix. There was only a shiny black Bible on
the chair.
"Really Frank, if you're to be shut up for a month with just one book,
it had better be the Bible. Isaiah's ripping. I can remember heaps of
it: 'in the habitation of jackals, where they lay, shall be grass with
reeds and rushes. And an highway shall be there ... the redeemed shall
walk there: and the ransomed of the Lord shall return with singing into
Zion' ... 'They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they
shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary;
they shall walk, and not faint.' I used to read like anything; and I
thought of things. They sort of came to me.
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