And at the same moment Beatrice answered, also crossly: “What do you
want?”
“Where’s my stockings?” cried the child at the top of her voice.
“Why do you ask me? Are they down here?” replied her mother. “What are
you shouting for?”
The child plodded downstairs. Directly she returned, and as she passed
into Vera’s room, she grumbled: “And now they’re not mended.”
Siegmund heard a sound that made his heart beat. It was the crackling
of the sides of the crib, as Gwen, his little girl of five, climbed
out. She was silent for a space. He imagined her sitting on the white
rug and pulling on her stockings. Then there came the quick little thud
of her feet as she went downstairs.
“Mam,” Siegmund heard her say as she went down the hall, “has dad
come?”
The answer and the child’s further talk were lost in the distance of
the kitchen. The small, anxious question, and the quick thudding of
Gwen’s feet, made Siegmund lie still with torture. He wanted to hear no
more. He lay shrinking within himself. It seemed that his soul was
sensitive to madness. He felt that he could not, come what might, get
up and meet them all.
The front door banged, and he heard Frank’s hasty call: “Good-bye!”
Evidently the lad was in an ill-humour. Siegmund listened for the sound
of the train; it seemed an age; the boy would catch it. Then the water
from the wash-hand bowl in the bathroom ran loudly out. That, he
suggested, was Vera, who was evidently not going up to town. At the
thought of this, Siegmund almost hated her. He listened for her to go
downstairs. It was nine o’clock.
The footsteps of Beatrice came upstairs. She put something down in the
bathroom—his hot water. Siegmund listened intently for her to come to
his door. Would she speak? She approached hurriedly, knocked, and
waited. Siegmund, startled, for the moment, could not answer. She
knocked loudly.
“All right,” said he.
Then she went downstairs.
He lay probing and torturing himself for another half-hour, till Vera’s
voice said coldly, beneath his window outside:
“You should clear away, then. We don’t want the breakfast things on the
table for a week.”
Siegmund’s heart set hard. He rose, with a shut mouth, and went across
to the bathroom. There he started. The quaint figure of Gwen stood at
the bowl, her back was towards him; she was sponging her face gingerly.
Her hair, all blowsed from the pillow, was tied in a stiff little
pigtail, standing out from her slender, childish neck. Her arms were
bare to the shoulder. She wore a bodiced petticoat of pink flannelette,
which hardly reached her knees. Siegmund felt slightly amused to see
her stout little calves planted so firmly close together. She carefully
sponged her cheeks, her pursed-up mouth, and her neck, soaping her
hair, but not her ears. Then, very deliberately, she squeezed out the
sponge and proceeded to wipe away the soap.
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