He sat up suddenly, threw away the bedclothes, from which came a puff
of hot steam, and began to rub his pyjamas against his sides and his
legs. He rubbed madly for a few moments. Then he sighed with relief. He
sat on the side of the bed, moving from the hot dampness of the place
where he had lain. For a moment he thought he would go to sleep. Then,
in an instant his brain seemed to click awake. He was still as loath as
ever to move, but his brain was no longer clouded in hot vapour: it was
clear. He sat, bowing forward on the side of the bed, his
sleeping-jacket open, the dawn stealing into the room, the morning air
entering fresh through the wide-flung window-door. He felt a peculiar
sense of guilt, of wrongness, in thus having jumped out of bed. It
seemed to him as if he ought to have endured the heat of his body, and
the infernal trickling of the drops of sweat. But at the thought of it
he moved his hands gratefully over his sides, which now were dry, and
soft, and smooth; slightly chilled on the surface perhaps, for he felt
a sudden tremor of shivering from the warm contact of his hands.
Siegmund sat up straight: his body was re-animated. He felt the pillow
and the groove where he had lain. It was quite wet and clammy. There
was a scent of sweat on the bed, not really unpleasant, but he wanted
something fresh and cool.
Siegmund sat in the doorway that gave on to the small veranda. The air
was beautifully cool. He felt his chest again to make sure it was not
clammy. It was smooth as silk. This pleased him very much. He looked
out on the night again, and was startled. Somewhere the moon was
shining duskily, in a hidden quarter of sky; but straight in front of
him, in the northwest, silent lightning was fluttering. He waited
breathlessly to see if it were true. Then, again, the pale lightning
jumped up into the dome of the fading night. It was like a white bird
stirring restlessly on its nest. The night was drenching thinner,
greyer. The lightning, like a bird that should have flown before the
arm of day, moved on its nest in the boughs of darkness, raised itself,
flickered its pale wings rapidly, then sank again, loath to fly.
Siegmund watched it with wonder and delight.
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