Vera and Frank were gone up to town; they would both be home for dinner
at two o’clock. Marjory was despatched on an errand, taking Gwen with
her. The children had no need to return home immediately, therefore it
was highly probable they would play in the field or in the lane for an
hour or two. Beatrice was alone downstairs. It was a hot, still
morning, when everything outdoors shone brightly, and all indoors was
dusked with coolness and colour. But Beatrice was angry. She moved
rapidly and determinedly about the dining-room, thrusting old
newspapers and magazines between the cupboard and the wall, throwing
the litter in the grate, which was clear, Friday having been
charwoman’s day, passing swiftly, lightly over the front of the
furniture with the duster. It was Saturday, when she did not spend much
time over the work. In the afternoon she was going out with Vera. That
was not, however, what occupied her mind as she brushed aside her work.
She had determined to have a settlement with Siegmund, as to how
matters should continue. She was going to have no more of the past
three years’ life; things had come to a crisis, and there must be an
alteration. Beatrice was going to do battle, therefore she flew at her
work, thus stirring herself up to a proper heat of blood. All the time,
as she thrust things out of sight, or straightened a cover, she
listened for Siegmund to come downstairs.
He did not come, so her anger waxed.
“He can lie skulking in bed!” she said to herself. “Here I’ve been up
since seven, broiling at it. I should think he’s pitying himself. He
ought to have something else to do. He ought to have to go out to work
every morning, like another man, as his son has to do. He has had too
little work. He has had too much his own way. But it’s come to a stop
now. I’ll servant-housekeeper him no longer.”
Beatrice went to clean the step of the front door. She clanged the
bucket loudly, every minute becoming more and more angry. That piece of
work finished, she went into the kitchen. It was twenty past ten. Her
wrath was at ignition point. She cleared all the things from the table
and washed them up. As she was so doing, her anger, having reached full
intensity without bursting into flame, began to dissipate in
uneasiness. She tried to imagine what Siegmund would do and say to her.
As she was wiping a cup, she dropped it, and the smash so unnerved her
that her hands trembled almost too much to finish drying the things and
putting them away. At last it was done. Her next piece of work was to
make the beds. She took her pail and went upstairs. Her heart was
beating so heavily in her throat that she had to stop on the landing to
recover breath. She dreaded the combat with him. Suddenly controlling
herself, she said loudly at Siegmund’s door, her voice coldly hostile:
“Aren’t you going to get up?”
There was not the faintest sound in the house. Beatrice stood in the
gloom of the landing, her heart thudding in her ears.
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