The journey down had been very tedious. After waiting for half an hour
in the midnight turmoil of an August Friday in Waterloo station, they
had seized an empty carriage, only to be followed by five
north-countrymen, all of whom were affected by whisky. Olive, Helena,
Louisa, occupied three corners of the carriage. The men were
distributed between them. The three women were not alarmed. Their tipsy
travelling companions promised to be tiresome, but they had a frank
honesty of manner that placed them beyond suspicion. The train drew out
westward. Helena began to count the miles that separated her from
Siegmund. The north-countrymen began to be jolly: they talked loudly in
their uncouth English; they sang the music-hall songs of the day; they
furtively drank whisky. Through all this they were polite to the girls.
As much could hardly be said in return of Olive and Louisa. They leaned
forward whispering one to another. They sat back in their seats
laughing, hiding their laughter by turning their backs on the men, who
were a trifle disconcerted by this amusement.
The train spun on and on. Little homely clusters of lamps, suggesting
the quiet of country life, turned slowly round through the darkness.
The men dropped into a doze. Olive put a handkerchief over her face and
went to sleep. Louisa gradually nodded and jerked into slumber. Helena
sat weariedly and watched the rolling of the sleeping travellers and
the dull blank of the night sheering off outside. Neither the men nor
the women looked well asleep. They lurched and nodded stupidly. She
thought of Bazarof in _Fathers and Sons_, endorsing his opinion on the
appearance of sleepers: all but Siegmund. Was Siegmund asleep? She
imagined him breathing regularly on the pillows; she could see the
under arch of his eyebrows, the fine shape of his nostrils, the curve
of his lips, as she bent in fancy over his face.
The dawn came slowly. It was rather cold. Olive wrapped herself in rugs
and went to sleep again. Helena shivered, and stared out of the window.
There appeared a wanness in the night, and Helena felt inexpressibly
dreary. A rosiness spread out far away. It was like a flock of
flamingoes hovering over a dark lake. The world vibrated as the sun
came up.
Helena waked the tipsy men at Exeter, having heard them say that there
they must change. Then she walked the platform, very jaded. The train
rushed on again. It was a most, most wearisome journey. The fields were
very flowery, the morning was very bright, but what were these to her?
She wanted dimness, sleep, forgetfulness. At eight o’clock,
breakfast-time, the ”dauntless three” were driving in a waggonette amid
blazing, breathless sunshine, over country naked of shelter, ungracious
and harsh.
“Why am I doing this?” Helena asked herself.
The three friends, washed, dressed, and breakfasted. It was too hot to
rest in the house, so they trudged to the coast, silently, each feeling
in an ill humour.
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