“Won’t you go to rest, Nellie?” asked the father at last. He was an
unobtrusive, obscure man, whose sympathy was very delicate, whose
ordinary attitude was one of gentle irony.
“Won’t you go to rest, Nellie?” he repeated.
Helena shivered slightly.
“Do, my dear,” her mother pleaded. “Let me take you to bed.”
Helena rose. She had a great horror of being fussed or petted, but this
night she went dully upstairs, and let her mother help her to undress.
When she was in bed the mother stood for some moments looking at her,
yearning to beseech her daughter to pray to God; but she dared not.
Helena moved with a wild impatience under her mother’s gaze.
“Shall I leave you the candle?” said Mrs Verden.
“No, blow it out,” replied the daughter. The mother did so, and
immediately left the room, going downstairs to her husband. As she
entered the dining-room he glanced up timidly at her. She was a tall,
erect woman. Her brown eyes, usually so swift and searching, were
haggard with tears that did not fall. He bowed down, obliterating
himself. His hands were tightly clasped.
“Will she be all right if you leave her?” he asked.
“We must listen,” replied the mother abruptly.
The parents sat silent in their customary places. Presently Mrs. Verden
cleared the supper table, sweeping together a few crumbs from the floor
in the place where Helena had sat, carefully putting her pieces of
broken bread under the loaf to keep moist. Then she sat down again. One
could see she was keenly alert to every sound. The father had his hand
to his head; he was thinking and praying.
Mrs. Verden suddenly rose, took a box of matches from the mantelpiece,
and hurrying her stately, heavy tread, went upstairs. Her husband
followed in much trepidation, hovering near the door of his daughter’s
room. The mother tremblingly lit the candle. Helena’s aspect distressed
and alarmed her. The girl’s face was masked as if in sleep, but
occasionally it was crossed by a vivid expression of fear or horror.
Her wide eyes showed the active insanity of her brain. From time to
time she uttered strange, inarticulate sounds. Her mother held her
hands and soothed her. Although she was hardly aware of the mother’s
presence, Helena was more tranquil. The father went downstairs and
turned out the light. He brought his wife a large shawl, which he put
on the bed-rail, and silently left the room. Then he went and kneeled
down by his own bedside, and prayed.
Mrs Verden watched her daughter’s delirium, and all the time, in a kind
of mental chant, invoked the help of God. Once or twice the girl came
to herself, drew away her hand on recognizing the situation, and turned
from her mother, who patiently waited until, upon relapse, she could
soothe her daughter again. Helena was glad of her mother’s presence,
but she could not bear to be looked at.
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