Siegmund did not mind it; it drummed out his own thoughts. He watched
the gleaming magic of the road, raced over with shadows, project itself
far before him into the night. He watched the people. Soldiers, belted
with scarlet, went jauntily on in front. There was a peculiar charm in
their movement. There was a soft vividness of life in their carriage;
it reminded Siegmund of the soft swaying and lapping of a poised
candle-flame. The women went blithely alongside. Occasionally, in
passing, one glanced at him; then, in spite of himself, he smiled; he
knew not why. The women glanced at him with approval, for he was ruddy;
besides, he had that carelessness and abstraction of despair. The eyes
of the women said, “You are comely, you are lovable,” and Siegmund
smiled.
When the street opened, at Westminster, he noticed the city sky, a
lovely deep purple, and the lamps in the square steaming out a vapour
of grey-gold light.
“It is a wonderful night,” he said to himself. “There are not two such
in a year.”
He went forward to the Embankment, with a feeling of elation in his
heart. This purple and gold-grey world, with the fluttering
flame-warmth of soldiers and the quick brightness of women, like lights
that clip sharply in a draught, was a revelation to him.
As he leaned upon the Embankment parapet the wonder did not fade, but
rather increased. The trams, one after another, floated loftily over
the bridge. They went like great burning bees in an endless file into a
hive, past those which were drifting dreamily out, while below, on the
black, distorted water, golden serpents flashed and twisted to and fro.
“Ah!” said Siegmund to himself; “it is far too wonderful for me. Here,
as well as by the sea, the night is gorgeous and uncouth. Whatever
happens, the world is wonderful.”
So he went on amid all the vast miracle of movement in the city night,
the swirling of water to the sea, the gradual sweep of the stars, the
floating of many lofty, luminous cars through the bridged darkness,
like an army of angels filing past on one of God’s campaigns, the
purring haste of the taxis, the slightly dancing shadows of people.
Siegmund went on slowly, like a slow bullet winging into the heart of
life. He did not lose this sense of wonder, not in the train, nor as he
walked home in the moonless dark.
When he closed the door behind him and hung up his hat he frowned. He
did not think definitely of anything, but his frown meant to him: “Now
for the beginning of Hell!”
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