lawyer, where both of us, you and me, we're only tolerated because of
his charity. You're not a better person than me, you've been accused of
something too, you're facing a charge too. If, in spite of that, you're
still a gentleman then I'm just as much a gentleman as you are, if not
even more so. And I want to be spoken to as a gentleman, especially by
you. If you think being allowed to sit there and quietly listen while I
creep on all fours as you put it makes you something better than me,
then there's an old legal saying you ought to bear in mind: If you're
under suspicion it's better to be moving than still, as if you're still
you can be in the pan of the scales without knowing it and be weighed
along with your sins." K. said nothing. He merely looked in amazement at
this distracted being, his eyes completely still. He had gone through
such changes in just the last few hours! Was it the trial that was
throwing him from side to side in this way and stopped him knowing who
was friend and who was foe? Could he not see the lawyer was deliberately
humiliating him and had no other purpose today than to show off his
power to K., and perhaps even thereby subjugate K.? But if Block was
incapable of seeing that, or if he so feared the lawyer that no such
insight would even be of any use to him, how was it that he was either
so sly or so bold as to lie to the lawyer and conceal from him the fact
that he had other lawyers working on his behalf? And how did he dare to
attack K., who could betray his secret any time he liked? But he dared
even more than this, he went to the lawyer's bed and began there to make
complaints about K. "Dr. Huld, sir," he said, "did you hear the way this
man spoke to me? You can count the length of his trial in hours, and he
wants to tell me what to do when I've been involved in a legal case for
five years. He even insults me. He doesn't know anything, but he insults
me, when I, as far as my weak ability allows, when I've made a close
study of how to behave with the court, what we ought to do and what the
court practices are." "Don't let anyone bother you," said the lawyer,
"and do what seems to you to be right." "I will," said Block, as if
speaking to himself to give himself courage, and with a quick glance to
the side he knelt down close beside the bed. "I'm kneeling now, Dr.
Huld, sir," he said. But the lawyer remained silent. With one hand,
Block carefully stroked the bed cover. In the silence while he did so,
Leni, as she freed herself from K.'s hands, said, "You're hurting me.
Let go of me. I'm going over to Block." She went over to him and sat on
the edge of the bed. Block was very pleased at this and with lively,
but silent, gestures he immediately urged her to intercede for him with
the lawyer. It was clear that he desperately needed to be told something
by the lawyer, although perhaps only so that he could make use of the
information with his other lawyers. Leni probably knew very well how
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