K. now considered whether he should leave as quickly as possible, if he
did not do it now there would be no chance of doing so during the
sermon and he would have to stay there for as long as it lasted, he had
lost so much time when he should have been in his office, there had
long been no need for him to wait for the Italian any longer, he looked
at his watch, it was eleven. But could there really be a sermon given?
Could K. constitute the entire congregation? How could he when he was
just a stranger who wanted to look at the church? That, basically, was
all he was. The idea of a sermon, now, at eleven o'clock, on a workday,
in hideous weather, was nonsense. The priest--there was no doubt that
he was a priest, a young man with a smooth, dark face--was clearly
going up there just to put the lamp out after somebody had lit it by
mistake.
But there had been no mistake, the priest seemed rather to check that
the lamp was lit and turned it a little higher, then he slowly turned
to face the front and leant down on the balustrade gripping its angular
rail with both hands. He stood there like that for a while and, without
turning his head, looked around. K. had moved back a long way and leant
his elbows on the front pew. Somewhere in the church--he could not have
said exactly where--he could make out the man in the cassock hunched
under his bent back and at peace, as if his work were completed. In the
cathedral it was now very quiet! But K. would have to disturb that
silence, he had no intention of staying there; if it was the priest's
duty to preach at a certain time regardless of the circumstances then
he could, and he could do it without K.'s taking part, and K.'s
presence would do nothing to augment the effect of it. So K. began
slowly to move, felt his way on tiptoe along the pew, arrived at the
broad aisle and went along it without being disturbed, except for the
sound of his steps, however light, which rang out on the stone floor
and resounded from the vaulting, quiet but continuous at a repeating,
regular pace. K. felt slightly abandoned as, probably observed by the
priest, he walked by himself between the empty pews, and the size of
the cathedral seemed to be just at the limit of what a man could bear.
When he arrived back at where he had been sitting he did not hesitate
but simply reached out for the album he had left there and took it with
him. He had nearly left the area covered by pews and was close to the
empty space between himself and the exit when, for the first time, he
heard the voice of the priest. A powerful and experienced voice. It
pierced through the reaches of the cathedral ready waiting for it! But
the priest was not calling out to the congregation, his cry was quite
unambiguous and there was no escape from it, he called "Josef K.!"
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