not a trial like you'd have in a normal courtroom." "So much the worse,"
said his uncle. "How's that?" asked K., looking at him. "What I mean is,
that's for the worse," he repeated. They were standing on the front
steps of the bank; as the doorkeeper seemed to be listening to what they
were saying K. drew his uncle down further, where they were absorbed
into the bustle of the street. His uncle took K.'s arm and stopped
asking questions with such urgency about the trial, they walked on for a
while in silence. "But how did all this come about?" he eventually
asked, stopping abruptly enough to startle the people walking behind,
who had to avoid walking into him. "Things like this don't come all of a
sudden, they start developing a long time beforehand, there must have
been warning signs of it, why didn't you write to me? You know I'd do
anything for you, to some extent I am still your guardian, and until
today that's something I was proud of. I'll still help you, of course I
will, only now, now that the trial is already underway, it makes it
very difficult. But whatever; the best thing now is for you to take a
short holiday staying with us in the country. You've lost weight, I can
see that now. The country life will give you strength, that will be
good, there's bound to be a lot of hard work ahead of you. But besides
that it'll be a way of getting you away from the court, to some extent.
Here they've got every means of showing the powers at their disposal
and they're automatically bound to use them against you; in the country
they'll either have to delegate authority to different bodies or just
have to try and bother you by letter, telegram or telephone. And that's
bound to weaken the effect, it won't release you from them but it'll
give you room to breathe." "You could forbid me to leave," said K., who
had been drawn slightly into his uncle's way of thinking by what he had
been saying. "I didn't think you would do it," said his uncle
thoughtfully, "you won't suffer too much loss of power by moving away."
K. grasped his uncle under the arm to prevent him stopping still and
said, "I thought you'd think all this is less important than I do, and
now you're taking it so hard." "Josef," called his uncle trying to
disentangle himself from him so that he could stop walking, but K. did
not let go, "you've completely changed, you used to be so astute, are
you losing it now? Do you want to lose the trial? Do you realise what
that would mean? That would mean you would be simply destroyed. And
that everyone you know would be pulled down with you or at the very
least humiliated, disgraced right down to the ground. Josef, pull
yourself together. The way you're so indifferent about it, it's driving
me mad. Looking at you I can almost believe that old saying: 'Having a
trial like that means losing a trial like that'." "My dear Uncle," said
K., "it won't do any good to get excited, it's no good for you to do it
and it'd be no good for me to do it.
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