director frequently glanced nervously at it--and was soon free of his
embarrassment and was quickly enchanted not only by the office
director's speaking manner but also by the gentle, waving
hand-movements with which he accompanied it. K., leaning against the
bedpost, was totally ignored by the office director, perhaps
deliberately, and served the old man only as audience. And besides, he
had hardly any idea what the conversation was about and his thoughts
soon turned to the care assistant and the ill treatment she had suffered
from his uncle. Soon after, he began to wonder whether he had not seen
the office director somewhere before, perhaps among the people who were
at his first hearing. He may have been mistaken, but thought the office
director might well have been among the old gentlemen with the thin
beards in the first row.
There was then a noise that everyone heard from the hallway as if
something of porcelain were being broken. "I'll go and see what's
happened," said K., who slowly left the room as if giving the others
the chance to stop him. He had hardly stepped into the hallway, finding
his bearings in the darkness with his hand still firmly holding the
door, when another small hand, much smaller than K.'s own, placed itself
on his and gently shut the door. It was the carer who had been waiting
there. "Nothing has happened," she whispered to him, "I just threw a
plate against the wall to get you out of there." "I was thinking about
you, as well," replied K. uneasily. "So much the better," said the
carer. "Come with me." A few steps along, they came to a frosted glass
door which the carer opened for him. "Come in here," she said. It was
clearly the lawyer's office, fitted out with old, heavy furniture, as
far as could be seen in the moonlight which now illuminated just a
small, rectangular section of the floor by each of the three big
windows. "This way," said the carer, pointing to a dark trunk with a
carved, wooden backrest. When he had sat down, K. continued to look
round the room, it was a large room with a high ceiling, the clients of
this lawyer for the poor must have felt quite lost in it. K. thought he
could see the little steps with which visitors would approach the
massive desk. But then he forgot about all of this and had eyes only
for the carer who sat very close beside him, almost pressing him against
the armrest. "I did think," she said, "you would come out here to me by
yourself without me having to call you first. It was odd. First you
stare at me as soon as you come in, and then you keep me waiting. And
you ought to call me Leni, too," she added quickly and suddenly, as if
no moment of this conversation should be lost. "Gladly," said K. "But
as for its being odd, Leni, that's easy to explain. Firstly, I had to
listen to what the old men were saying and couldn't leave without a
good reason, but secondly I'm not a bold person, if anything I'm quite
shy, and you, Leni, you didn't really look like you could be won over in
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