still in the future and there was no rush to prepare them, it was much
more important to start the initial discussions with the appropriate
officials, and they had already taken place. With varying degrees of
success, it must be said. It was much better not to give away any
details before their time, as in that way K. could only be influenced
unfavourably and his hopes might be raised or he might be made too
anxious, better just to say that some individuals have spoken very
favourably and shown themselves very willing to help, although others
have spoken less favourably, but even they have not in any way refused
to help. So all in all, the results are very encouraging, only you
should certainly not draw any particular conclusions as all preliminary
proceedings begin in the same way and it was only the way they developed
further that would show what the value of these preliminary proceedings
has been. Anyway, nothing has been lost yet, and if we can succeed in
getting the office director, despite everything, on our side--and
several actions have been undertaken to this end--then everything is a
clean wound, as a surgeon would say, and we can wait for the results
with some comfort.
When he started talking on in this way the lawyer was quite tireless.
He went through it all again every time K. went to see him. There was
always some progress, but he could never be told what sort of progress
it was. The first set of documents to be submitted were being worked on
but still not ready, which usually turned out to be a great advantage
the next time K. went to see him as the earlier occasion would have
been a very bad time to put them in, which they could not then have
known. If K., stupefied from all this talking, ever pointed out that
even considering all these difficulties progress was very slow, the
lawyer would object that progress was not slow at all, but that they
might have progressed far further if K. had come to him at the right
time. But he had come to him late and that lateness would bring still
further difficulties, and not only where time was concerned. The only
welcome interruption during these visits was always when Leni contrived
to bring the lawyer his tea while K. was there. Then she would stand
behind K.--pretending to watch the lawyer as he bent greedily over his
cup, poured the tea in and drank--and secretly let K. hold her hand.
There was always complete silence. The lawyer drank. K. squeezed Leni's
hand and Leni would sometimes dare to gently stroke K.'s hair. "Still
here, are you?" the lawyer would ask when he was ready. "I wanted to
take the dishes away," said Leni, they would give each other's hands a
final squeeze, the lawyer would wipe his mouth and then start talking at
K. again with renewed energy.
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