everything else as much as he could? Would he survive that? And how was
he to succeed in conducting all this at the bank? It involved much more
than just submitting some documents that he could probably prepare in a
few days' leave, although it would have been great temerity to ask for
time off from the bank just at that time, it was a whole trial and there
was no way of seeing how long it might last. This was an enormous
difficulty that had suddenly been thrown into K.'s life!
And was he supposed to be doing the bank's work at a time like this? He
looked down at his desk. Was he supposed to let people in to see him
and go into negotiations with them at a time like this? While his trial
trundled on, while the court officials upstairs in the attic room sat
looking at the papers for this trial, should he be worrying about the
business of the bank? Did this not seem like a kind of torture,
acknowledged by the court, connected with the trial and which followed
him around? And is it likely that anyone in the bank, when judging his
work, would take any account of his peculiar situation? No-one and
never. There were those who knew about his trial, although it was not
quite clear who knew about it or how much. But he hoped rumours had not
reached as far as the deputy director, otherwise he would obviously
soon find a way of making use of it to harm K., he would show neither
comradeship nor humaneness. And what about the director? It was true
that he was well disposed towards K., and as soon as he heard about the
trial he would probably try to do everything he could to make it easier
for him, but he would certainly not devote himself to it. K. at one
time had provided the counter-balance to what the deputy director said
but the director was now coming more and more under his influence, and
the deputy director would also exploit the weakened condition of the
director to strengthen his own power. So what could K. hope for? Maybe
considerations of this sort weakened his power of resistance, but it
was still necessary not to deceive oneself and to see everything as
clearly as it could be seen at that moment.
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