Mystery fiction; Trials (Murder) -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
MR. WARNER: I will call the jury's attention to the fact that there is
no actual break in the letter at the point where Mr. Hunter stopped
reading. The thought there is incomplete, and Miss Blake went on to
complete it in the same paragraph.
MR. HUNTER: I will call the jury's attention to the fact that I have
been reading a rather difficult handwriting for several minutes, and am
slightly hoarse. I would also point out that it is the end of a page,
and the indentation at the beginning of the next page looks to me very
much like the beginning of a paragraph.
MR. WARNER: Mr. District Attorney, you must have noticed that Miss
Blake's writing does not make a very precise left-hand margin, but the
paragraph indentations are characteristically quite deep.
MR. HUNTER: Very well--I don't want to argue a point like this--it's all
one paragraph if you like. May I continue?
MR. WARNER: By all means, finish the paragraph.
MR. HUNTER (reading):
"... No, I don't hate Ann, I was not thinking
only of Ann when I wrote that.
"Another thing, by the way, that I hardly dared to write.
"Jimmy, I need to know: if Ann would allow a separation, and if we
went somewhere--no matter where, so it's a long way off--would you
be mentally, emotionally _able_ to live with me? Look into
yourself. Tell me, if you can, what would happen inside you,
supposing the situation was like that. Make it far away--Arizona,
Tahiti, island of Capri, who cares?--and I am with you, in your bed
at night and with you in all the long bright days. Would you see me
still as a human woman who loves you and who would be happy to bear
you children?--that could be, you know; a doctor assured me of it a
couple of years ago, the little deformity is no obstacle. Or would
I become the whore who 'led you astray' and 'wrecked your life'?
"You know, Jimmy, it hasn't seemed to me (but I could be so damned
wrong!) that religion goes very deep with you. Isn't it mostly a
matter of being brought up in a certain way that automatically
shuts out other views without seriously examining them? I'm trying
to suggest that unlike Ann, you're really not embedded in religion
like a fly in amber. I've made no secret of my own agnosticism with
you--wouldn't have occurred to me to do so--and that hasn't
appeared to trouble you particularly. You do shy away, you don't
like the topic, I suppose you feel the way so many people do
nowadays, that religion is all right but talking about it is not
quite nice. But I can't imagine that you condemn me in your heart
(do you?) for relying on my own reason, being unafraid of doubt,
interested in proof, critical of all self-appointed authority?
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