Mystery fiction; Trials (Murder) -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
I think that in the end all honest reasoning does arrive at the
necessity of humility. In effect you say to all your patients: "I
don't know much about you, you don't know much about yourself;
let's try to find out more, and make what use of it we can, and
remember then that we still don't know very much." Or as my own
dearest teacher used to say to me: "Bring out the inner voices." No
one ever knew all he was capable of learning, or all he needed to
learn. The individual self is the heart of everything we
understand, the world's endless complexity being the product of all
individual selves living and dead. About the self of another we
know one thing for certain and only one: it exists. Therefore, not
as a supernatural dictum but as the command of a human being to
himself: Thou shalt not kill. Therefore, more light! Therefore,
humility.
I am one of the fortunate of course. I think, Jack, that by next
September I can decently start teaching music--with humility, at
least something of the strength and humility that I felt in my
teacher Michael Brooks but was too much of a child to understand. I
shall write books and articles--I told Callista that; or rather I
agreed, for it was the first thing she thought of when she learned
of my resignation from the bench, and all I had to say was yes. I
have a redheaded wife who doesn't allow dull moments, though we
have many peaceful ones, and we shall have children who will
undoubtedly teach me a good deal about humility, if only through
the slow and touchy business of learning it themselves. But Edith
and I will not turn smug and insulated with our good fortune, I
think--we know and remember too much for that.
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