As the months and years rolled by, heavy scales began to fall from his
stupid eyes and he began to be deceived not by but in Jesus. We are
justified in believing that Judas never even remotely appreciated the
spiritual grandeur of the Christ. He probably had intellect and soul
enough to be charmed and fascinated by the lofty bearing and eloquent
discourse of Jesus, but after all he perceived only the necessary
qualifications of a great republican leader and successful
revolutionist. And after a while he doubtless began to tire of all this
when he saw that the revolution was not progressing and that there was
no possibility of actual and solid results. It is probable that
disaffection and treachery were born and began to grow in his mind and
heart at Capernaum, when Jesus was deserted by many of His followers and
was forced to effect a realignment along spiritual lines. Judas was not
equal to the spiritual test, and it was doubtless then that the
disintegration of his moral nature began, which stopped only with
betrayal, infamy, and death.
But by what process, we may ask, was the mercenary disposition of Judas
converted into hatred against Jesus? The process was that of
disappointment. When Judas became convinced that all the years of his
connection with the Apostolic company had been lost, his will became
embittered and his resentment was aroused. In the denseness of his
ignorance and in the baseness of his soul he probably thought that Jesus
had deceived His followers as to His true mission and he felt enraged
because he had been duped. He had looked forward to worldly promotion
and success. He had fondly hoped that the eloquence of Jesus would
finally call around Him an invincible host of enthusiastic adherents who
would raise the standard of revolt, drive the Romans from Judea, and
establish the long-looked-for kingdom of the Jews. He had noted with
deep disappointment and unutterable chagrin the failure of Jesus to
proclaim Himself king when, at Bethphage, the multitude had greeted His
entrance into Jerusalem with Hosannas and acclamations. And now, at the
Last Supper, he became convinced from the conduct and discourses of the
Master that his worst fears were true, that Jesus was sincere in His
resolution to offer Himself as a sacrifice for the sake of a principle
which he, Judas, did not approve because he could not understand. In
other words, he witnessed in the resolve of Jesus to die at once the
shipwreck of his hopes, and he made haste to vent his wrath upon the
author of his disappointment.
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