The Trial; Or, More Links of the Daisy ChainYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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The Trial; Or, More Links of the Daisy Chain
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Trials (Murder) -- Fiction
Ethel said little more that evening, she was too much grieved and too
anxious. She was extremely disappointed in Leonard, and almost
hopeless as to his future. She saw but one chance of preventing his
seeking this place of temptation, and that was in the exertion of her
personal influence. His avoidance of her showed that he dreaded it,
but one attempt must be made. All night was spent in broken dreams of
just failing to meet him, or of being unable to utter what was on her
tongue; and in her waking moments she almost reproached herself for the
discovery how near her heart he was, and how much pleasure his devotion
had given her.
Nothing but resolution on her own part could bring about a meeting, and
she was resolute. She stormed the castle in person, and told Averil
she must speak to Leonard. Ave was on her side now, and answered with
tears in her eyes that she should be most grateful to have Leonard
persuaded out of this dreadful plan, and put in the way of excelling as
he ought to do; she never thought it would come to this.
'No,' thought Ethel; 'people blow sparks without thinking they may burn
a house down.'
Ave conducted her to the summer-house, where Leonard was packing up his
fossils. He met them with a face resolutely bent on brightness. 'I am
to take all my household gods,' he said, as he shook hands with Ethel.
'I see,' said Ethel, gravely; and as Averil was already falling out of
hearing, she added, 'I thought you were entirely breaking with your old
life.'
'No, indeed,' said Leonard, turning to walk with her in the paths; 'I
am leaving the place where it is most impossible to live in.'
'This has been a place of great, over-great trial, I know,' said Ethel,
'but I do not ask you to stay in it.'
'My word is my word,' said Leonard, snapping little boughs off the
laurels as he walked.
'A hasty word ought not to be kept.'
His face looked rigid, and he answered not.
'Leonard,' she said, 'I have been very unhappy about you, for I see you
doing wilfully wrong, and entering a place of temptation in a dangerous
spirit.'
'I have given my word,' repeated Leonard.
'O, Leonard, it is pride that is speaking, not the love of truth and
constancy.'
'I never defend myself,' said Leonard.
Ethel felt deeply the obduracy and pride of these answers; her eyes
filled with tears, and her hopes failed.
Perhaps Leonard saw the pain he was giving, for he softened, and said,
'Miss May, I have thought it over, and I cannot go back. I know I was
carried away by passion at the first moment, and I was willing to make
amends. I was rejected, as you know. Was it fit that we should go on
living together?'
'I do not ask you to live together.'
'When he reproached me with the cost of my maintenance, and threatened
me with the mill if I lost the scholarship, which he knew I could not
get, I said I would abide by those words. I do abide by them.'
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