The Trials of the Soldier's Wife: A Tale of the Second American RevolutionAbrams, Alex. St. Clair (Alexander St. Clair)
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The Trials of the Soldier's Wife: A Tale of the Second American Revolution
Abrams, Alex. St. Clair (Alexander St. Clair)
Confederate States of America -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"Your remarks are correct in theory, my friend," replied Alfred, "but
they cannot be put into practice. Sooner can the Mississippi river be
drained of its waters than the inexorable Past be obliterated from the
mind of man. It must ever remain in his memory, and though at times it
may lie dormant, the slightest event will be all that is necessary to
awake it into life. The cares of the present may deprive it of active
participation in the mind; anxiety for the future may prevent the mind
of man from actively recurring to it, but it still remains indelibly
imprinted on the memory, and though a century of years should pass,
and the changes of Time render the Present opposite to the Past, the
latter can never be forgotten. Think not that coming years can render
me oblivious to my present affliction. They may make dull the agony I
now feel, and perchance I will then wear as bright a smile as I did in
years ago, but the remembrance of my wife and child will never be
blunted; no, nor shall a shade cross over my heart, and dim the
affection I had for them, while living, and for their memory now that
they are in the grave."
Alfred was right. The words of Harry were a theory which sounds well
enough for advice, but which can never be placed into practice. The
Past! who can forget it? The Present, with its load of cares; with its
hours of happiness and prosperity; with its doubts and anxieties, is
not sufficiently powerful to extinguish remembrance of the Past. The
Future, to which we all look for the accomplishment of our
designs--the achievement of our ambitious purposes--cannot remove the
Past. Both combined are unequal to the task, and the daily life of man
proves it so.
The Past! what a train of thought does it suggest! Aye, the Past, with
its pleasures and misfortunes. It haunts our consciences, and is ever
before our eyes. The murderer, though safely concealed from the world,
and who may have escaped punishment by man for years, still has the
Past to confront and harass his mind. Penitence and prayer may
lighten, but can never remove it. Surrounded though he be with health
and happiness, the demon of the Past will confront him ever, and make
his life wretched. Oh, what a fearful thing is that same Past, we hear
spoken of lightly by those whose lives have been along a smooth and
flowery track over the same, and unmarked by a single adversity or
crime. A single deviation from the path of honor, integrity and
virtue, and as years roll on the memory of those past hours will cause
bitter self-reproach, for it will be irremovable. So with past
happiness as it is with misery and crime. The beggar can never forget
his past joys in contemplating the present or hoping for the future,
but it must ever remain a source of never-failing regret and the
fountain of unhealable wounds.
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