The only thing that seemed to her at all strange was a sudden reluctance
on Peter's part to talk to her of Marjory. At the end of the day the
three had dinner together at the Hôtel d'Angleterre,--Marjory could never
be persuaded to dine at the Roses,--and when by eight Peter and his
sister returned to their own hotel, he gave her only the barest details
of his excursion, and retired early to his room. But he seemed cheerful
enough, so that, after all, this might be only another favorable symptom
of his progress. Peter always had been more or less secretive, and until
his illness neither she nor his parents knew more than an outline of his
life in New York. Periodically they came on to visit him for a few days,
and periodically he went home for a few days. He was making a name for
himself, and they were very proud of him, and the details did not matter.
Knowing Peter as they did, it was easy enough to fill them in.
Even with Marjory, Peter talked less and less about himself. From his
own ambitions, hopes, and dreams he turned more and more to hers. Now
that he had succeeded in making her a prisoner, however slender the
thread by which he held her, he seemed intent upon filling in all the
past as fully as possible. Up to a certain point that was easy enough.
She was willing to talk of her girlhood; of her father, whom she adored;
and even of Aunt Kitty, who had claimed her young womanhood. She was
even eager. It afforded her a safe topic in which she found relief. It
gave her an opportunity also to justify, in a fashion, or at least to
explain, both to herself and Peter, the frame of mind that led her up to
later events.
"I ran away from you, Peter," she admitted.
"I know," he answered.
"Only it was not so much from you as from what you stood for," she
hurried on. "I was thinking of myself alone, and of the present alone.
I had been a prisoner so long, I wanted to be free a little."
"Free?" he broke in quickly, with a frown. "I don't like to hear you use
that word. That's the way Covington's wife talked, is n't it?"
"Yes," she murmured.
"It's the way so many women are talking to-day--and so many men, too.
Freedom is such a big word that a lot of people seem to think it will
cloak anything they care to do. They lose sight of the fact that the
freer a man or a woman is, the more responsibility he assumes. The free
are put upon their honor to fulfill the obligations that are exacted by
force from the irresponsible. So those who abuse this privilege are
doubly treacherous--treacherous to themselves, and treacherous to
society, which trusted them."
Marjory turned aside her head, so that he might not even look upon her
with his blind eyes.
"I--I didn't mean any harm, Peter," she said.
"Of course you did n't. I don't suppose Mrs. Covington did, either; did
she?"
"No, Peter, I'm sure she didn't. She--she was selfish."
"Besides, if you only come through safe, and learn--"
"At least, I've learned," she answered.
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