The situation was absurd, but what could be done about it? France was
at war, and there would be many who would sleep upon the ground who had
never slept there before. Many, too, in the ground. Still, the
situation was absurd--that Marjory, with all her thousands of dollars,
should be forced to sleep out of doors. It gave her a startling sense
of helplessness. She had been before in crowded places, but the
securing of accommodations was merely a matter of increasing the size
of her check. But here, even if one had a thousand louis d'or, that
would have made no difference. Officers of the Army of France were not
to be disturbed by the tinkle of gold. With a single gold-piece,
moreover, one could not even make a tinkle.
She went into the inn to tidy herself before supper; but she hurried
back to Monte as quickly as possible. Out of sight of him she felt as
lost as a child in a forest. She had nothing to lean upon now but him.
Without him here she would scarcely have had even identity. Her name,
except as signed to a check, meant nothing. To have announced herself
as Miss Marjory Stockton, or even as Madame Covington, would have left
the soldiers of France merely smiling. To her sex they might have paid
some deference, but to her sex alone. She was not anything except as
she was attached to Monte--as a woman under the protection of her man.
This did not humble her. Her first clean, unguarded emotion was one of
pride. Had it been her privilege to let herself go, she would have
taken her place near him with her eyes afire--with her head held as
proudly as any queen. Gladly would she have rested by his side in an
olive orchard or a fisherman's hut or a forest or on the plains or
anywhere fortune might take him. By his side--that would have been
enough. If she were his woman and he her man, that would have been
enough.
If she could only let herself go! As she came into the smoky old
tavern room and he stepped forward to meet her, she swayed a little.
He looked so big and wholesome and eager with his arms outstretched!
They were alone here. It would have been so easy just to close her
eyes and let her head rest against his shoulder--so easy and restful.
He would have kissed her hair, and the ache would all have gone from
her body and heart. He would draw her close and hold her tight--yes,
for a day or two or a month or two. Then he would remember that week
in which she had trifled with him, and he would hate her.
She pulled herself together.
"Is supper ready?"
It was such an inane remark! He turned aside like a boy who has been
snubbed.
Monsieur Soucin had provided bread and cheese, a salad, and coffee. It
was enough. She had no appetite. She took much more satisfaction in
watching Monte and in pouring his coffee. His honest hunger was not
disturbed by any vain speculations. He ate like a man, as he did
everything like a man. It restored her confidence again.
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