"Monsieur should not be unkind," sighed Soucin. "It is a necessity and
not a wish."
"You have done as well as you could," Monte reassured him. "We shall
probably rise early and be on our way before the soldiers, so--"
Monte slipped into his hand a gold-piece. It was too much from one
point of view, and yet from another it was little enough. Soucin had
unwittingly made an arrangement for which Monte could not pay in money.
"And my share?" inquired Marjory.
"One louis d'or," answered Monte unblushingly.
She fumbled in her bag and brought it out--the last she had. And
Monte, in his reckless joy, handed that over also to Soucin. The man
was too bewildered to do more than bow as he might before a prince and
princess.
Monte led her up the incline through the heavy-leaved olive trees to
her couch against the wall. It had been made up as neatly as in any
hotel, with plenty of blankets and a pillow for her head.
"If you wish to retire at once," he said, "I'll go back to my side of
the wall."
She hesitated. The wall was man-high and so thick that once he was
behind it she would feel terribly alone.
"Or better still," he suggested, "you lie down and let me sit and smoke
here. I 'll be quiet."
It was a temptation she would have resisted had she not been so tired
physically. As it was, half numbed with fatigue, she removed her hat
and lay down between the blankets.
Monte slipped on his sweater with the black "H" and took a place
against the wall at Marjory's feet.
"All comfy?" he asked.
"It's impossible to feel altogether comfortable when you're selfish,"
Marjory declared.
He took a thoughtful puff of his cigarette.
"I think you're right about that," he answered. "Only in this case
there's no reason in the world for you to feel like that, because I'm
comfortable too."
"Honestly?"
"Cross my heart. I'd rather be here than in the finest bed in Paris."
"You're so good," she murmured.
With all her muscles relaxed, and with him there, she felt as if she
were floating in the clouds.
"It's strange you've always had that notion, because I 'm not
especially good," he replied. "Do you want to go to sleep, or may I
talk a while longer?"
"Please to talk."
"Of course," he ran on meditatively, "something depends upon what you
mean by being good. I used to think it was merely being decent. I've
been that. It happened to be easy. But being good, as I see it now,
is being good when it isn't easy--and then something more."
She was listening with bated breath, because he was voicing her own
thoughts.
"It's being good to others besides yourself," he continued.
"Forgetting yourself for them--when that is n't easy."
"Yes, it's that," she said.
"I don't want to boast," he said; "but, in a way, I come nearer being
good at this moment, than ever before in my life."
"You mean because it's tiresome for you to sit there?"
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